phoebe

2009-07-26T01:02:00.002+08:00

while waiting for my brother to finish showering,
so that i can shower.
spent the wholee day out today!
tiring, but amamamazing!
training in the morning, only had to run 3 or 4 rounds, hehehe.
but the rest was tiring!
at least there was no 8 rounds! would. have. died.
had agility and speed training. exhausting!
match against guys which wasn't as bad as i expected!
even though i messed up almost every single time.
but somehow, it felt like quite an alright match.
maybe, hopefully, i getting used to playing matches!
then had fitness after! burpeesss! ): legs are aching like crazy!
hmm, fitness made me late to be early for the hillsong conference!
so i cabbed, $17! D:
but the workshops were so gooooood,
the United team, joel houston and JUDAH SMITH!
hahaha pastor judah's sermon, was truly amazing.
and ahhh, he's so funny!
yay! tomorrow's service, he's gonna be preeching again.
THE CONCERT THE CONCERT!
sososo awesome, even though i hardly knew most of the songs!
and, the other joel, i like! heh.
aha! the one and only song i completely knew,
was One Way! it was so crazy when they played that,
cause everyone was singing so loudly! truly amazing.
so yeah, it was two and a half hours of worship.
really wanna migrate to aussie! ahaha, can have praise and worship like that every week!
can't wait for next year's now!
what a day what a day what a day!
was out fromm 8am til 11pm.
and i feel damn gross now!
need a real good shower.

2009-07-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

ooof, it's been such a long time!
cause, twitter's where it's at! HAHHA.
okay, wellll school has started!
ain't that gggreat. but wasn't as bad as expected!
managed to get much holiday homework done!
teachers didn't yell at me much.
so that's a good sign!
and pretty much just blogging right now,
cause i don't wanna do a & e math homework!!
both due tmrww.
with karen yap reminding me to do it today.
she's quite meaaaan! sorta! ):
and also with DK's email. daaamn.
oh! horrible things right now.
PHYSICS EXTRA LESSON EVERRRRRYYY TUESDAY!!
bloody hell! my early tuesdays!!
and tmrw, we were supposed to end at a heavenly time of 12.45pm!!
but we have physics! whoopdeedoo!
making us end at 2pm.
and oh yes, Ms Chia will never believe me ever again!
which suuucks.
always picking on me now!
not that i don't reaally deserve it. but, stilll!
and same ol' same ol'
lim hong geok still hates me no matter how good i am now!
handing up every single piece of chinese homework on time good!
whateverr, stupid biased DEVILLL!
my mother seriously calls her something like satan!
the devil! whenever i complain
HAHAHA, SO FUNNY!
OH! had to take amath test unprepared today!
eeep. but!
had a really good crash course on partial fractions from hanru!
it was really good! hanru's good! mathematician really.
weekend was just filled with lazing arounddd.
even though there was quite alot of homework i should have done.
but it was a good lazing.
and saturday was team outing/get together.
GOOD FUN!
getting to hear them sing! pricelesss.
i have videos(:
and JERALYN CAN SINGGG!
we finally found something she can do well. that's good!
alright, that's all i guess.
i need more cereal! gotta stock up.
homework timeeee):

2009-06-20T13:31:00.003+08:00

omggg, i just woke up like a few minutes ago.
was supposed to wake up at 9.30am
i even set my own alarm since parents went out for weddinggggg!
gaaaaah, why didn't it ring!!
or could i have shut it off in my sleep.
shitshitshitshitshit, so yes, missed training today.
oh mann, i feeel bad! missed two trainings in a row now!
i was supposed to only miss oneee
cause of the 30 hour famine.
and yesterday was terribly depressing!
was so excited for the new zealand game
i even brought a kiwi!
it was for luck, which it didn't even bring!
we were so thrilled when they scored the first goal.
but stupid netherlands started fighting back.
so jiaqi and i started touching my kiwi for luck,
ahaaa, but to no avail.
NOOOOOOOOO, POOOOOR KIWISSSSSS.
why they no go finals! whywhy! ugh
and brilliant news after too!
when i reached home and checked,
found out that the aussies lost to germany too!
what the hellll D:
for sureee, the aussies were meant to be champions this year.
and the kiwis could be 2nd which would be a great achievement for them still
i had yesterday all planned outtt!
the kiwis would win,
and they would be all happy happy.
so we could all go over and get pix and autographs without holding back!
hahaha.
they could have signed my kiwi!
and noww, can never see the kiwis nor aussies
EVER. AGAIN.
withdrawal symtoms gonna be full on.
ahhhh they were so amazinggg, why can't they stay here forever):
i wanna go to JB to watch the finalss
watch them play so amazingly for one last time!
HAHAHA.
omg, i'm so scared for the aftermath of if i watch mcfly live now,
i think i'd just fall into depression!
hahaha.
the jwc is messed up! aussies are still supposed to be champs!
sad times these are.
/oh rightt, found out why my alarm didn't ring.
it was set for 9.30pm!
agh, stupid. cause the last time i set it,
it was for like 4+ pm to wake me up from a nap a guessss
why didn't i see it! annoying. should prolly use the 24 hour clock in it.

2009-06-18T02:21:00.004+08:00

omg, i just realised that i didn't eat dinner today! ):
no wonder i'm so hungry!
ahhhhhh, i want foooood!
totally forgot to ask my mother for food when i came home.
SO BLOODY HUNGRY!
only had food at the potluck
and then mcflurry at macs
I NEED FOOOD, NOW!
but i have to wait til 12pm!
i can't believe i forgot about my dinnerr!
andd withdrawal symptoms starting to sink in!
NEVER. GOING. TO GET TO SEE AUSTRALIA'S HOCKEY TEAM AGAAAIN!
SHIT, that is so sad.
unlessss the finals, by some extraordinary miracle
get to be held in singapore, rather than stupid johor bahru.
HOW CAN WE MISS THE FINALS?! D:
fingers crossed now!
wellwell, at least we still have the kiwis for one more game.
I NEED MY DINNER NOW!
DAMMIT.
HOWW. COULD. I. FORGET?!
i would go down to scavenge for food.
but i'm scared i'd get attacked by the stupid massive moth!
die of hunger.
or
die of a moth attack?
/
okay, i chose foood!
yay! but i could hardly find anythingg):
only some lousy muesli bars
and some potato biscuits.
one of the muesli bars has apricots!
i hate apricots and its family members like peach.
but in the fridge!
there were so many good fooood
but they needed warming upD:
i wanted to cry looking at my pasta and piesss.
then i heard signs of insect life, and ran upstairs.
god, i hate insects.
but i think it was a lizard. ahah.
I'VE GOT SOME FOOOD NOWWW.
at like 2.40am. this can't be healthy.

2009-06-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

today was absolutely epic!
sososo amazing.
hot guys! such crazy skills!
exciting game!
and great fun at macs!
omg, i love this men's junior hockey world cup!
AHHHHH.

2009-06-08T01:48:00.002+08:00

BLOODY HELL!!
i lost one side of my in-ears earphone rubber thingy!
crap, whats it called? aha.
the part that goes in.
DAMMITTTT.
WHYWHYWHY):
i was so proud that i was taking such good care of my earphones
but now, its over):
gotta find and steal my brothers one!.
and wtf is this quick find shit thing that keeps popping up
whenever i try to use my apostrophe!!!
not letting me use it!
i am so annoyed right now, omg.
over missing earphone thingy and some shit quick find thing.
great.

2009-06-07T16:23:00.003+08:00

OMG! i've been missing so many samantha who episodes
because of stupid imdb!
ughhh, dammit! ):
all this emptiness for so long without samantha who for so long,
ALL FOR NOTHING!
THE EPISODES WERE THERE ALL ALONG!
gah.
also, the 30 hour famine camp was really fun!
even though i was the youngest(!)
i really miss everyone theree.
awww.
OFF FOR MASSIVE DOWNLOADING OF SAMANTHA WHO!!
/hookay, i can't find the samantha whos!
where where! is no one uploading them
or is wikipedia all wrong!
shall watch my movies now!

2009-05-26T20:15:00.003+08:00

IAMSOBORED
but there's so much homework.
reyt.
it's only tuesday and i want to die!
school is so boring
and i keep sleeeeping!
should probably try to start sleeping earlier again?
maybe.
but well this week is ending anyway!
JUNE HOLS BABY!
so i guess it doesn't matter thatt much(:
overdue homework tooo.
ahh my life is so boring.
i need to go out!
BUT OH! CIRCLE LINE!
OPENING IN TWOO DAYS! (Y)
and AHAHA, FINALLY QUITING SMP!
should probably do emath homework soon.
and omg, what the hell is this stupid essay thing for english?
such a waste of time!
and its by thursday? GAH
school sucks!
threemoredaysthreemoredaysthreemoredays!
so glad we don't have to go back to school during the hols!
and now that i won't be in smp,
no stupid two week attachment shit!
YES! SCHOOL FREE HOLIDAYS!
except for lotsa homework-.-
AHHH WHEN WILL SCHOOL END!
my leg hurts, can i not go to school tmrw?
ohoh!
my brother made a bad wrong turn when driving me to school today!
instead of going straight to farrer road, he turned into eng neo road
i think.
then we went to nj! hahaha.
but amazingly, he managed to find his way to my school.
even more amazingly, i wasn't late!
i miss being in lower sec.
post mid years meant slacking in class.
sleeping on tables and floors
watching movies
singing horribly
and other random stuff
with no teachers coming in.
let alone teaaaaach.
oookay, enough complaining.
i love fruit loops with milk(:
/
oh! and from a really long time ago
there was this bug on my tablet keypad!
got my brother to kill it
but he smashed it inbetween two keys!
tried to take it outttt, but only made it worse!
and its deeply embedded into my keypad
GROSSS.
insect inside my tablet!):

2009-05-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

ah damn, super scared for training tmrw!
haven't trained for more than a monthhh!
crapcrapcrap, my stamina would be even worse!
this is so sad.
oh well, hopefully i'm not too too bad!

2009-05-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

today's ibs thingy wasn't that bad.
cause it managed to pass pretty fast!
ohhhh hated the balloon thing though!
it was horrible and traumatizing.
and later my group was hilarious!
so that was good.
ughh, can't believe i'm bored now!
but there's so much i can doooo
like finish watching big bang theory.
but i'm like too lazy?
need to slap myself to do proper fun things
and not waste the good parts of my life away!
quickquick.
and i have no idea why,
but i keep missing episodes of gg.
so weird.
downloading this week's episode now!
when it was out 2 days agoooo.
and what happened to my private practice and samantha whoooooo???
):
oh! american idol is quite horrible!
i hate krisssss!
how the hell is this happening.
alright!
big bang theory time
and omg i just realised!
bigbang- korean band...

2009-05-13T18:04:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!
MY MCFLY CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY!
THAT'S FRIGGIN FAST MAN!
HOW AWESOME IS THAT!
in like only 2 days of it being out!
damn, i love HMV!
all the way from uk in only 2 days.
amazing amazing amazing.
everything UK is greatttt!
shall go watch it now!
then the mcfly marathon sooon!
ohoh, also, the school called today?
while i was sleeping
so my mother talked to them.
lucky.
it was about me not going to school today.
ahaha, so yeah she said i was sick(:
i think they probably called cause they worried about swine flu right.
yes.
hokay! MCFLY TIME!
so excitedddddd

2009-05-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

whoawhoawhoa!
i am so in love with paperchase!
will be obsessively going to borders everyday nowww!
ohohoh! must get paveta to help me buy stuff from paperchase in UK.
bound to have so much more stock!
whoop!

2009-05-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

soooo,
today was pretty good! (:
lunch buffet at kuishin-bo at great world with family first!
then got punk'd!
ughhh, wth!
HAHAHA, THANKSSSS(:
and a burn book? and a love book?
hahah, so cute, thanks!
then we went to vivo!
but xinyi had to go homeeee!
managed to get a hold of paveta for quite a few minutes.
had a good filling dinner!
then walked around shops,
for me to find a present for rachel
and her for me.
and YESYESYES! i got the perfect present for rachel(:
skinnies!
finally managed to force it on her that way!
then more window shopping.
oh, when our feet started to hurt,
went to b&j to treat rachel and chinghan
double brownie sundae thingy!
YUM.
so okay, this was completely condensed version of today.
but all in all, best birthday in a few years now! (:
just that all the crescent people are gonegonegone!
awwwwww.

2009-05-07T12:39:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE DAY AND PAPER!!
but omg! emath is TWO AND A HALF HOURS?!
so painfully long!
they should really reduce the number of questions!
ugh. i hate math exams!
oh well. 10.30!!
/
GAH! can exams just end now!
i don't wanna sit for emath paper):
and i feel bad for not revising for it.
ANDDD I'M SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW!
PISSED OFF TOO!
HOW CAN ALLISON IRAHETA BE KICKED OUT!
EEEEEEEE!
it was supposed to be kris dammit!
allison is totally meant to go all the way to the finals!
but in the end adam would win.
but she would be second!!
american idol's lousier now!
kris sucks!
and awww, was so bummed out that paula abdul lip-synced
could have been so funny!
OMGOMGOMG, I REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR EMATH TO BE OVER!
cause i both hate emath and want mid years to be over!
at least this mid year has been relatively slack.
just with alot of freaking out.
hahaha.
can't wait to watch big bang theory!
sheldon is the cutest thinggg!
AND SO WAS ALLISON! ):

2009-05-07T00:02:00.001+08:00

also, cutting up giant ants is really therapeutic!
causing pain and agony to something else
really destresses you. or me at least.
anyway, off to bed now!
myes do not matter. no,no,no.

2009-05-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

ohhhh man! physics really sucks!
this is so depressing):
NEVERMIND! (:
all the torture is coming to an end SOOON!!!
please pass fastt.
and please let the physics paper be easy.
PLEASE.
TWO.TWO.TWO.TWO.TWO!

2009-05-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

i feel more optimistic today!
i guess cause a math and geog are finally over!
even though it went quite horribly and
didn't know what the square root 16 was about,
i'll be okay!
just keep moving forward and this shitty period will be over!
just to have a start of another shitty period-.-
but yesssss, MAY-JUNE HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
IN FOUR DAYS! :D
AND UGH! i can't believe this! i didn't knowwww.
my eldest brother is having his holidays already!
cause its the end of his school year i think.
hols til august man, wtf!
i can't deal with TWO brothers relaxing and having fun til august!):
so unfair!
okay, anyway.
only 5 more study papers!
and after tomorrow, only 3 more study papers!
and after tomorrow, its just one subject per day!
can sleeep moreee.
ahh, friday 10.30 am please come quickly!
and i can part-ay with my brothers!

2009-05-03T19:58:00.002+08:00

UGH, I GIVE UP I GIVE UP I GIVE UP.
i don't wanna study anymoreeee.
i hate math! i suck at math! math sucks!
i hate geog too. and humanities.
and from tomorrow, sciences!
OH WELLLLL, it really doesn't matter if i do badly this year.
does not!
as long as after this whole year,
i understand the things taught(:
so its a-okay!
eugh, i absoutley hate the way exams make me feeeel.
it stresses me out til i go crazy!
ahhh, the downside of being in a good class.
its gonna suck when i get my results back!
with all their A1s. psssht.
so yes, I GIVE UP!
i promise to work hard next year!
really really.
okay, c'mon 8th may 10.30am!!!

2009-05-01T23:24:00.004+08:00

i finally remembered what i wanted to do, again!
HAHAHA, and its hilarious i tell you.
i want to wax my legs after myes!
not just the some of my calves like last time.
but most of the whole thing.
just for the fun of it!
it seriously is fun!
i'm not crazy and weird or anything.
yeah. (:
MTV CENSORS 'KISSED'?!!?
WTH? HAHAHA.
at least for katy perry's i kissed a girl'
weird...

2009-05-01T15:34:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOHHHH,
managed to record a bit of mcfly on miss world!!
but darn it, i missed five colourssssss!!
only got to record liess.
and i swear the camera man is an idiot
and whattt? why am i low on disk space?
okay, he kept zooming out!!!
i was so pissed off when he zoomed out on dougie's bass solo!!!
where there was danny and dougie together!
it looked so friggin cute!
but it was so tiny and blurrr!
DAMN YOU CAMERA MAN.
ugh. and they kept taking the boring audience-.-
so annoying!
oh well! good enough(:
and the rock n style!
eee, chris brown was so cute!
hahaha, cooool.
i also remembered somemore things to look forward to after myes.
BUT I FORGOT AGAIN!
crappp, i think it was quite an important and nice onee.
i hope i remember to do it when myes are over(:

2009-04-30T19:58:00.004+08:00

omg, i can't believe there is still 8 papers more to go!
is that crazy or crazy!?!?
anywayy went for lunch with tessa and sham todayy(:
AJISEN RAMEN!
whoopwhoop.
and it felt like exams were over! ):
dammit.
then when i went homeee,
i wanted to do my 5 minute sleeping thing againnn,
BUT CRAP!!
i kept extending the time when my mother tried to wake me up.
it was like 5 minutes more, 5 minutes more.
til i slept for 2 hours? ):
DRATS!
ahaha.
and whoo! swine flu thing is on orange!
it like went from green to yellow yesterday.
and yellow to orange today!
SOOOOOO it's right for it to change to red tomorrow!
which means schools would be shut down rightttttt...
PLEASEEEE PLEASEEEEEEEE.
i feel really mean and evil though.
swine flu would cause deaths and stuff):
butbut exams kill us all to!
sucking the life outta us alllll.
and ugh! sorority life is making my tablet lagggg.
and ooooh, after waking up,
i organised my stuff!
like finding all my print outs and arranging them all over the floor
by subjects!
andandand, my brother who usually says i'm lazy and don't study,
was impressed! he said that i was... responsible?
i think that's what he said.
OHOH! FINALLY PREORDERED MY MCFLY RADIO ACTIVE DVD!
woulddd have ordered from townsend since they send out the dvds
before the release date!
but its like 3 pounds more, idk whyyy.
which is like almost 9 sing dollars more O:O:O:
so yeah, went with hmv.
butttt their service is better.
and their shipping is really fast!
so i guess it would be about the same as townsend's.
yayyyyy!
omggggg, i really really really can't wait for mid years to end.
SO MANY THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO.
seriously.
its like more than usual.
there's the normal being free from exams thing.
the extras aree,
MCFLY DVD!
paveta's going to london! hahha.
getting my conch!
mcfly marathon!!!
my birthday? hmm, not that great actually
ohhhh! i'm looking forward to the obs week.
cause its gonna be an interesting...
ahh, there's alot more!
i can't rememberrr.
oh yes, just going out out out!
oh well, that's all i can think of for now!
oh yeah! the feeling of release from exams,
would be much greater than all the previous ones.
cause its friggin two papers in a day!
ugh, i hate full exam papers.
next week is gonna SUCK.
and HAHAHA!
my brother has real kangaroo balls
its just the real scrotum i think,
with fake stuff innit.
lovely.
/edit
the smell of my mother's fish is making sick!
aack, HEADACHE.

2009-04-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

today was pretty good!
except for exams and studying of course -.-
and had to do make up bio spa!
which ended at a sad sad time of 2.20?
then waited at the foyer with joanne and tessa
to get a lift from tessa and her parents.
we ended up going to great world for a late lunch!
BIBIMBAP!
and sugarcaneee.
my parents want to bring tessa out to eat now! haha.
after lunch they fetched me home.
THANKS!
and ohoh! tessa's car is so cool!
i love the seats, which are super comfy.
and like its so posh!
with a cute little sun roof.
hahaha.
then by the time i reached homee it was 4.20?
and i was sleeepyyy.
and crap i slept!
but AHA!
only for 5 minutes.
i hope.
told my brother to wake me up in 5 minutes.
should be right, since i was still dead tired after):
and WTF?!?!
STUPID CHINGHAN IS GOING OUT SHOPPING TOMORROW?!?!
while we are slugging out on shitty SS
which has FOUR BLOODY SBQs and TWOOO BLODDY SEQs
all to be done in just ONE AND A HALF HOURS?!?!
is that possible!!!
oh well, nevermind.
just have to keep telling myself it really doesn't matter.
all these stupid results and exams shit,
are just short term!
no use going crazy over useless nonsense.
save my stress for other things.
MAY 9 MAY 9 MAY 9!!!

2009-04-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

omg. i just realised how horribly i'm going to die for chinese tmrw.
i don't know how to write chinese!
i can't do chinese for nuts!
kill me now!
i want b syllabus! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEEE
i have no idea how to write a chinese formal letter at all!!
all these chinese things you have to think about.
and ahhhh, zuo wen's even worseee.
i have to come up with all sorts of chinese shit out of nowhere!
at least if i fail my chinese again, i might have a higher chance of taking b syallabus!
YES!
i can make it through this two more weeks!
ahhh, don't wanna studyyyyyyy.
ooooh, at least exams are in the hall!
yay for air-con!
andandand, my blackberry is in my hands once more!

2009-04-28T13:04:00.003+08:00

YAY! YAYAYAYAY!
my phone is FINALLY fixed.
its been so long! omg, i can't wait to lay my hands on my baby again!
i absolutely hate using the normal handphone sorta keypad,
to text people!
hatehatehate!
mostly after using awesome qwerty keyboards.
once you go qwerty you can't go back!
and i especially hate motorola!
it kills me! stupid lousy buttons.
but oooohhhhh, now i'm wanting the new curve!
its so cool!
3.2 mp camera! with videooo!
better screeeen.
and with all that better stuff, its slightly smaller and lighter!
eeep!
but damn, i have to wait for 2 years to get a new phone):
stupid plansss.
ohohoh! i wonder if there's twitter for blackberrys!
that would be so good!
gotta check on that once i get back my curve TONIGHT!
YESYESYES! FINALLYYYY.
GOOODBYE STUPID MOTO!
/edit!
oooooh! got my new laptop case/sleeve today!
it fits nicely!
yay, such a happy day today!
but not gonna use it til like after myes...
darn it! myes ruin everything! hahaha.
and ughhh, my brother's exams are over already!
just today.
unfair):
cccccccomeee ooooooon next friday!
but it's like he's feeling abit bad now
cause he didn't know how to do alot of questions.
WHO CARES MAN!
i'd just be so happy its over. (:
i want my blackberry back nowwwwww!
have to wait til eveningggg.

2009-04-26T13:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!
celebrated her birthday yesterday!
we watched 17, again.
and it was so much better than i expected!
and dammit, it's making me like zac efron):
he really is quite hot in the movieee.
and AHHH! HUNTER PARRISH!
IS SO ESPECIALLY HOT IN THE MOVIE!
i found out why he's name was so familiar!
RV!
he looks so much hotter blonder!
he is so fine!
so yeah, all that makes it a good movie! hahaha
ugh, can't wait can't wait can't wait for myes to be over!

2009-04-20T23:32:00.004+08:00

dangggg,
i'm bored with lotsa disgusting stuff to do again!
might do emath tmrw.
just gonna copy bio and physics.
yay, done! (:
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA MISS FREE CONE DAY TMRW!
because of either ss test and bio spa makeup,
or because of smp!
GOD, I HATE SCHOOL!
and mid years are next week.
which is very depressing):
it lasts 7 dayssssss!
and two days have two papers each!
i think.
that sucks!
PLUSSS! my brother's exams end right before mine start! ):
i can't wait for the whole of school to be over.
i am going to poly and i cannot wait for it!
and thinking like that really comforts me(:
cause i won't have pressure to do wellll,
since i don't have such high goals anymore.
yay!
and i think i'm a bit addicted to sorority life...
how lame can i beeeeee. hahaha
i need more sisters!!!
can't wait for the coming weekend!
gonna celebrate rachel's birthday i hope-think!
these few weekends have been really good!
i can make it through three more horrendous weeks for school!
yes i can):
then it'll just be fun fun fun in the sun.
i'll be having like inward bound school! HAHAHA!
and yes i will make it good!
then it'll be june holsssssss!
omg, just like last year's dec hols,
i will put it to full use.
either going out, watching shows, reading 8), or just fun stuff.
oooooh, i can't wait to go out with sham and tessa then too!
LOTS TO DOOOOOO.
i can hardly wait.
but i think i countdown might be quite depressing.
long way to gooooo!
and exams to make it longer. BOOO.
9 MAY 9 MAY 9 MAY!
sounds like a familiar date...
nice number actually, 9/5.
ah drats, i wish exams were in the hall again!
air-conditioned goodness. ahhhhh~~
and i'm going to die when hockey resumesssssssss,
my already non existent stamina has decreased!
is that even possible!?!?
at leasttttt, i'll have megan to train with.
i hope.
DRATS! I FORGOT ABOUT MY PARIS HILTON BFF! ):
need to ask chinghan where she watches it.
it actually kinda makes me like paris.
hahha, weirdddd.
and drats is starting to be my favourite word!
wheepeedoodah.
i shall go paint my toenails, for the lack of anything better to do.
heh.
(and my sentence seems weird. but i like the way it sounds! hahah, someone please correct me)

2009-04-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

omg, my parents are making me HATE them all over again.
well, congratulations then.
dingdingding,
you've won great hate from phoebe.
good luck.

2009-04-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

oookay, really tired even though its onlyy, eleven twenty?!
cause today was a really fun and great high day!
lotsa stuff.
school was just really testy! hahaha!
but yeah seriously, like three tests in a row.
at least school ended at 12.30!
then went of to macritchie with celine, hanru, joanne and verity!
to support the canoeists!
then went to island creamery with verity and hanru!
and wooowwwwwwwwwwww, found out truly truly trulyyyyy
how stupid joanne can be. I. AM. SERIOUSLY. AMAAAAZED.
i congratulate you huang! you are officially the dumbest person i know.
then went to nj to meet ching and pam!
and we were sec twooo again! good times.
the uncle selling bubble tea in nj seriously scares me.
eeeek.
and ohya oooooh, found out good news from hanru!
hehehehe.
then made our way to orchard for dinner
BUT CHING LEFT US?!! WHAT THE HELL...
and i swear that the driver of our bus was LOUSY!
when he drove off, i almost fell and shouted kinda sorta loudly.
ugh, i hate buses!
went to lido for dinnerr!
but my parents ruined my fun!
not letting me watch our movie at 9.20 ):
damn you assholes!
pssht whatever.
after alot of pestering from hanru, we finally got up from lido
to bring her to her taxi stand!
which had scary road crossing!
just like frogger!
just that instead of a frog, it was hanru!
ah, actually, not much difference! HAHAHA! SO MEANNN!
kidding kidding!
then pam, verity and i went off to cine!
and verity was being a complete idiot! -.-
walked around cine til it was time for their movie):
without meeeee.
then i made my sad journey home.
the whole of today just pretty much consisted of ALOT of talking.
good good talks.
yeahhh, that was prett much what made today so awesome!
i've missed going out with verity!
like in a small group(:
and OH! hahahaha, verity thinks i'm funny! <>
yay! finally someone who understands my retarded trying-to-be-funny jokes.
how lovely!
ahhh, damn thirsty!
SAMANTHA WHO! SAMANTHA WHO!
hopefully national library with pam and verity tmrw!
ohoh!
THINGS LEARNT TODAY!
-JOANNE IS INSANELY STUPID!
-HANRU IS SUPER FUNNILY CUTE! HAHAHA
-CELINE IS NOT WELL-KNOWN. HEHE
-VERITY IS A LOSER IDIOT.
-PAMELAAA GOT GROPED BY TESSA Y.! EEE.

2009-04-12T19:54:00.004+08:00

school tomorrow is making me feel like shit!
BOOOO!
i want thursday and friday back again! ):
I HATE SCHOOL! I WANNA DROP OUTTTT.
andd finished my samantha who!
well, til the latest episode.
WHEN'S THE NEXT WHEN'S THE NEXT!
ahhhh, school sucks so bad. so bad.
especially so with tests tmrw and tuesday!
at least, those are the ones that i know of.
i think there's ss too. wait no history!
and haven't taken ss yet.
oh! and english test too.
when?
so let's see, chinese done
bio done
a math done,
ss supposedly done,
e math tmrw,
physics day after,
history some time this coming week,
chem sometime next next week?
OH! geog.
when's that? that's a scary one.
with a teacher that i think hates me quite a fair bit,
marking my paper.
whoohoo!
now, i have to pretend to listen during geog,
just like chinese.
I HATE TEACHERS THAT HATE ME! ):
can't sleeeeep anymoreeee.
so yeah, school makes me feel crappy.
i don't wanna care about results school work.
I DON'T I DON'T!
but i can't help but do.
dammit! now i hate being a nerd.
i don't care about tests, i don't care about exams.
it doesn't matter.
just exams. doesn't do much.
yeah!
stupid useless waste of stress.
not like i want to do anything related to science alot.
or math,
or geog and history.
so screw school!
don't neeeeed you!
yeah, don't wanna work as something which requires you to be smart.
sooooo, i don't need to try to be smart!
aha!
man, i'm such a loser!
but yes, i should just enjoy my life!
not like school suck it up!
i don't even know why i'm trying to do well for my studies now anywayyyyy.
whywhywhy?
already gave up on JC.
hmm, being extra immature todayyyy. heeheee.
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOOOOOL):
i put my fist in the air,
raise my voice and declare!
singing I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CAREE!!(:
/and i'm bored with lots to do!
its just things i decided not to do
likeee, chinese, english, chem and geog homework!
WHOOHOOO.
gotta find someone to copy from tmrw(:
YIPEEEE!

2009-04-11T00:22:00.001+08:00

yesterday and today have been awesome!
best two days i have had in ages.
been missing out on so much fun
and now i'm finally being made up for!
i WILL not think about school starting on monday.
NONONO.
might post about the two amazing days another day!
as for now, off to watch SAMANTHA WHOOOOOOOOO! (:
happy(:

2009-04-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

matt giraud's not that bad now!
after finding out he has the same birthday as me!
hehehe, coool.
and adam lambert sang a song i loveeee!
it was pretty damn amazing!

2009-04-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

oh man! i'm really loving samantha who!
its so funny and cute.
and sweeeeeeeet. TODDDDD! and samantha is so funny!
ILOVEIT!
yay, that shall be added to my list of shows.
which brings me to how there STILLL isn't proper gossip girl 21 and private practice 21!
where are theyyyy! ):
oh well, i can occupy myself with sam who for now!
only at episode fourrr.
cause went to meet sham and tessa and macs after going home and watching.
then went to tessa's house!
and watched mean girls.
haha! and OH! tessa has an electric guitar!
which i think is insanely coool!
so fun. but its like pink with glitter.
with a pink furry strap...
my goodness!
alsooo, tessa's mom cooked spaghetti and potato salad!
YUMMMMMMMMM.
then we just chatted about the pasttttt.
ohhhhh and i lovelovelove her lift lobby?
IT SMELLS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
ahhhhh, i need to like bottle it up in an inhaler or something!
ahaha, good stuff that would be!
UGH! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY TABLET!
THE STUPID SHOCK SENSOR THINGY KEEPS POPPING UP
there is no damned impact!
what the hell are you sensoring!
asshole.
yay for tmrw! except of amath test. boo you whore!
hahaha.

2009-04-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

ahhhh, i'm so incredibly sad!
why has no one uploaded private practice!
COME ONNNNNN! i want to watch my private practice!
don't leave me hangingggg.
hahaha.
but! my samantha who is going along nicely!
YES! the whole season 1.
my brother helped me change the settings of it and now its so fast!
50 minutes! i shall be wanting to watch one todayy!
anddddd went to ps with tessa today!
to meet ching, paveta, rachel and xinyi!
yayyyyyyy.
i love annoying paveta.
i feel so empty without ittttt.
then went j8 for a while with tessah the losah.
and eeeee! cotton on body!
polka dotted panties and bras!
and i love their checkered boxers!
then we split ways!):
i was planning on being my normal nerdy self
and do emath when i went home.
but i got distracted!
by nothing in particular.
just switching on my tablet to get my downloads going.
then with twitter.
and chatting on msn.
and like, its 11.20 now!
its too late to do it nowww(:
hate doing work at night.
spoils the whole day.
like how i hate doing holiday homework on the last day.
it'd just ruined it all!
so i just end up rushing on the first few weeks of school.
but i am changed!
i do like all my homework now<>
god, i'm such a giant nerd this year especially!
but i guess it's for the best.
gets things doneee.
i think i need to tone it down a littleee.
its weird and i don't realllyyyy like it.
making me high-strung like.
hmm(:
DAMN! HAVE TO STAY BACK TOMORROW!
i can communicate! ):

2009-04-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

tessa and sham came over today for rockband!
man, it is awesome to have people from school live near you!
but damnnn, ss test and CHINESEEE): test tmrw.
shit chinese! lim hong geok sucks!
WHY MUST SHE HATE ME SO MUCH!
stupid biased bitch.
i can't even fail for my test in peace now.
i miss tan siew huang):
anywayyy, played rockband til we were all tireddd
then sham and i did the physics spa while tessa just lazedd.
then we watched FRIENDS! never gets old!
we did plan on catching mall cop at j8 at 7.25
but sham had to gooo):
we need to go out another day!
ooh! and i finally watched a full episode of samantha who?
and i love it!
the episode i got to watch was so nice!
she had the rich guy wanting to marry her
and her ex kissing her at the end!
excitingggg!
downloading season 1 nowwww.
and wow, the estimated time for it to finish
isss 9 weeks.
ahhh, my mother keeps nagging me to learn the stupid chinese words.
and noooooo! why hasn't anyoneeeee uploaded a legit episode 21 of private practice!
whywhy): where are youuuuuu.
i wanna go out tomorrowwwwww.

2009-04-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

ughhhhhhhh, i'm so sick and tired of school!
i wanna be like 3 again!
good times.
eating corn in my hello kitty pjs.
riding the tractor round and round in the balcony!
shit, i wanna go to never never land!
well, not the creepy michael jackson land of molestation.
but the real one with peter pan and the not growing up happiness
with no real world stress and school.
alternatively!
i wanna be dakota fanning!
she's like the same age as us,
and has this friggin great acting career already!
since she was like a little little kid.
ohhh, the good life.
omg, he just killed tom cruise's wife! in mi!
AWWWWWWWW.
at least he's rich!
ohoh, and hmmmm fine.
at least friday was goood.
getting to meet paveta, pam, xy, rachel and chinghan!
(damn, i miss you guys!)
whooo, and seeing paveta and xy dance nice dances.
AND PAVETA'S SEDUCTING MADE MY DAY!
ahahaha, dammit, i hope someone has a video!
and xy's halo was so goood!
but well, school tmrw to ruin all the fun.
with bio test tooooo! ):
poh zhao xin sucks!

2009-04-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

omgooodnesss! my father is so disgusting!
but this time not to me.
but like just seeing him be so mean to my grandma and auntie!
what the hell man.
my grandma had like swollen and bleeding gums
and he was angry that she hadn't seen the doctor yet.
so yes, concern was good at first,
til he started being really shitty!
like telling my aunt on the phone how he was my grandma back in s'pore
like shouting and shouting how she should be in s'pore.
which is like blaming her, and saying that
my grandma's not well taken care of in KL.
so my aunt was angry and hurt and felt condemned i guess.
hahaha.
but my father was so so so MEAAAAAN and my vocab sucks.
he said something like you know why she feels condemned?
because she's guilty! she made herself feel like that.
WHAT THE FUCK!
you don't actually have to be guilty to feel like that.
especially if you're talking to someone like him.
he doesn't even feel bad for shouting and scolding her.
goodness gracious me!
sucha bitch.
so sickened.
and ahhh!
I DON'T WANNA BE A POLICE OFFICER! WTH?!

2009-03-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

whoooo! went out with ching, rach, liz and pearlyn today!
since they weren't watching shopaholic.
hahaha! omg, it was super fun and funny at sakae!
only ate like 10 plates this time! (incl. dessert!)
so sadd.
we headed to liz's house cause njcian's had tuition!
and we did homework! <>
liz did english for meeeee. yay!
and gave us presents!
my goodness, so nice!
thank you!!
but ahhhhhhhh, got reminded that i've gotta stay back tmrw!
for stupid effective communications shit!
what the helllllllll!!!
i can communicate effectively enough!
WHYYYYYYYY!
stupid school. just give me the thousand over dollars and i'd be grateful(:
can i skippppppppp? ):
and should be doing chem nowwww.
but shoot, its twelve.
and i'm sleepy.
hmmmm, i'll just bring it up and see where the wind takes me
HAHAHA! why am i so lame! O:
ah fuck, chinese tmrw toooooo.
stupid tingxie corrections and chinese notebook shit.
I HATE LHG! AND CHINESE EVEN MORE NOWWWW!
i'm tired and today afternoon til evening was really good.
and i don't wanna go back to horrible schoolness.

2009-03-29T22:36:00.004+08:00

okay, this weekend has actually been lousier than i thought! ):
and expected.
cause first off, i was sick!
which didn't really bother me that much
since i could give school a miss on friday(:
til it kept me from sleeping for three nights!
then yeah with my phone dying on meeee.
and! i realised that my stupid chinese shareathought shit
is tomorrow!
and i don't have one of them chinese mags from this year with me!
so yeahhhhhhhhh.
i can't do it on the spot either
cause my chinese is not good enough to smoke my way through.
and lim hong geok sucks!
needa get someone's help tomorrowwwww):
and now! singtel sucks!
they gave me a really really shitty replacement temp phone!
to replace my baby blackberry curve.
let me show you!

look! it's the one on the left. the biggest ugliest one.
its like one of the first blackberry's with colour.
and my lovely curve, is the one all the way to the right.
just that its in a lighter silver metal sorta colour.
DO YOU SEEEEEEEEEE!!!
i feel so cheated!
my phone was so gorgeous and awesome.
and for a temp, they give me that!
you can't really see it in all it's glory there.
so here's a better pic.

DO YOU SEEEE HOW FRIGGIN FAT THAT LUMP OF SHIT IS!
it's like a brick!
and it's like harder to useee and everything about it sucks!
this stupid 7200 or whatever is proper shit!
ohoh, there was the previous guy's messages still inside!
hahaha, a proper businessman with some million dollar deal.
ahhhhh, omg i'm so sad!!!!
i miss my baby curve!):
i took such good care of her!
dammit, i can't last two-three weeks with this shit!
does anyone have an extra phone to loan me pleaseeeeee? ):

2009-03-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

ahh, couldn't sleep last night cause my nose was blocked
and i couldn't breathee):
i think i probably snored again,
cause my brother had his earbuds in.
hahaha.
i was like dying.
i was sleepy.
but everytime i laid down, i was struggling for air!
ahhhh.
was still sick this morning,
so couldn't get off to hockeyyy.
and now i still can't breatheeee.
i'd rather still have the headache
and gone with the nose thing.
its so annoying!
anyway,
i would count today as a pretty productive day!
after i slept the headache off at about 2-3?
i decided to do hmwk!
without textbooks and workbooks.
cause they were left in schoooll.
used stupid dbooks.
i put in the product codes for a math textbook.
physics tb, wb 1 and 2, and pract!
which is useful for later use!
then i started on the first question of phyiscs.
and i decided that it was stupid to do it on foolscap
and have to redo it on the workbook.
so, i gave up on it.
its just troublesome things.
then i started on amath.
and finished amath:D
then its this english ws that i don't have
so what can i do?
and see i finished all my weekend hmwk!
oooh, and shall start on my jian bao for next week.
ohoh! and i organised my stuff!
my towels and underwear in my drawers!
and my earrings.
so friggin productive!
ahhh, goddammit i can't breathe properly!
frustrating nonsense!
and ohhhhhh, stupid singtel at somerset!
my parents helped me bring it to them.
hehehe.
and they said it would take 2-3 weeeeks!
they were getting a temp phone for me.
but it hanged and had problems?!
so have to go to some amk one tmrw-.-
oh well, at least it gives me time to backup my stuff.
yay for productiveness! (:

2009-03-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

ahhhh, my phone is completely spoilt!
well sort offf.
now it's not just deleting all my messages,
its not even receiving them!!
so annoying!!!
since getting my phone, i have not ONCEEE!
dropped it! ):
and i've had it for quitee long.
taking such good care of it!
ugh. anddd had fever last night! (:
so didn't go to school todayeee
still sick today! slight fever.
and a horrible nose at night.
my mother said when she came into the room,
i was snoring really loudly.
and that i've joined the club.
hahaha! cause the rest of my famfam snores horribly.
except me! til now. but only while i'm sick!
hmmm needa get my phone repaired. SOOOOOOOOON

2009-03-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

ahh shit, needa do stupid english compo!
and tomorrow, need to do anothe english newspaper report thingy???
which i have no idea how to do!
didnt even know i had to do that stupid thing!
and now she's rushing me for it.
ugh, dammit.
i wanna sleeeeeeeep!
i hate essayssssss.
and i need to find someone to copy geog from!
need to at least write a lil of the compo todayyy,
cause tomorrow, there'd be little timeee,
there's bloody smp and
i wanna make it forrrr
CRESCENT B'DIVS PRIZE PRESENTATION!!
but ahhh how stupid nus so bloody far.
ahahaha! THEY WON THEY WON THEY WON!
feel so happy for them alllll.
and all the goals were so amazing!
best. game. ever.
ahhh, it was so cool!
i'm so happy that this time i didn't miss watching any of their goals.
(:
ahhhhhh,
dammit i wanna sleep!

2009-03-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

ahhh, goddammit! i've got to do jian bao, zuo wen and ying yong wen
all by tuesday!
ugh, i hate lim hong geok and chinese!
gotta do at least one todayyy,
cause pretty busy tomorrow.
and i do chinese extremely slowly
for the obvious reason of that i SUCK at it.
embarrassingly, my mother sits with me to practically tell me what to write.
hahahaha.
ahhh, failing chinese! darn it.
can't bring my ass to go dooo it thoughhhhhh.
jian bao today i guesssss.
tsk.
hmmm, checkup at nuh tomorrowwww.
such a waste of time!
and depressing tooo.
i hate taking x-rays and having to wear their stupid gowns.
hmmm, shall start jian bao at 9.45
off to read the boleyn inheritance!
katherine howard is such a slut!
and henry tudor is disgusting! how sad);

2009-03-14T12:52:00.004+08:00

yesterday was like whole day with the hockers!
twelve to twelve!
HAHAH(:
school ended at twelve! whoohoo.
then we went to ps for lunch.
and thenn! we ended up at clara's house!
where all the fun began man!
and her house is damn nice!
they wanted to watch some hotel 626 thing.
but imma wimp so i just sat on the floor hiding!
then jeralyn came tooo.
and stupid verity kept trying to scare everyone!
aqeela got onto the bed too, and after awhile,
when i wanted to sort of scare jeralyn,
clara's bed broke!
ahha! and seeing everyone's expressions was priceless.
and it like broke on aqeela's side,
so she was like sunken in.
clara was freaking out.
and everyone was laughing hysterically!
ahhh, i can't believe her bed broke!
then the next thing!
ahhh, while aqeela was hula hooping,
and she bent down to pick it up,
tessa did something!
something baaaad.
and i saw aqeela's moon):
EVERYTHING!
and sharmera got a video of it all!
clara's house must have some kind of cool aura
that makes fun things happen.
well fun for us, but bad for her!
poor thang!
then slowly everyone leftttt.
til it was sharmera, tessa, verity and i with clara.
we started spying on clara's neighbours,
talking and tessa started dancing!
then wanted to meet rachel and chinghan after that
so they wanted to come my house since chinghan's had people?
hahaha!
soo had to leave clara's awesome house already):
left with tessa and verity.
and realised that clara's condo actually sucks!
the place is way too big and confusing!
we got lost!
and it was 8pm and dark!
we tried walking another way. a creepy way!
like a dark alley.
and suddenly there was this stupid dog that kept barking at us!
crazily.
screamed our heads off!
friggin creeepy!
had to hold tessa and verity's handss.
wimp, remember!
asked the security guard for directions,
went through the carpark
andddddd got lost again!
it was so frustrating!
but hilarious still.
well, in the end we finally found it!
it was so tiring!
tessa and i had to meet them at dhoby ghauttttt.
but omg, i was so stupid!
hahahaha!
when we reached boon keng,
i looked at the mrt line thing.
from harbour front.
instead of from punggol?
so i thought we missed out dhoby ghaut stop!
cause i looked at it the other way aroundddddd.
i thought we missed it by three stops,
when we were three stops awayyyy
so i made us go take the opposite train back.
and it was like OMG! why are we at kovan againnnnn!
hahahha, then tessa realisedd.
so had to go all the way around again.
omg, so stupiddddd.
kept going in circles!
at least we got to talk(:
finally reached bishan at like 9plus.
was supposed to reach at 8 plus!
hahahaha.
chinghan was so angry! awww
i'm sorry!
but i know you still love me!
we played rockband!
but chinghan had to leave at 10.45?
cause her father was already waitinggg.
rachel left at 11.30!
anddd tessa left at 12. hahaha
walked her to j8 and we didn't get raped! yay.
and had training at ntu early in the morninggggg.
woke up late but still made it on time!
traineddd with the sec threeeeees.
it was really good and really bad.
good cause i got to train with the sec threeeeeeeees!
HAHAH.
but bad cause i sucked out loud.
gahhh.
omg, sooooooooo shittyyyyyyy.
ugh.

2009-03-12T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY!
ahhhhhh, TWENTY-THREEE NOW):
slow down slow down!
wait for me pleaseeee.
and stop chopping off your hair!
(L)(L)
yay mcfly(:
12 march, one of the best days ever!
a good thing brought onto the earth! whoop.

2009-03-12T00:41:00.001+08:00

ughhh, fuck
i hate lim hong geok so much.

2009-03-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

ooookay!
past few days have been real good!
funfunfun, in the sunsunsun!
thursday til sunday was spent with the hockers!
how cool and fun.
and today!
to cheer me up from my monday blues,
met paveta, pamela, rachel, chinghan and last and least, xinyi.
at queensway library after school.
oh how i love our reunions!
six of us need to meet up everytime possible!
or just throw away all your other responsibilities.
like dance on friday! tsk!
hokay, ate brownie with ice cream at galilee.
and chinghan got some chocolate truffle?
which she broke her fork with-.-
then got some onion rings and wedgesss!
which paveta and chinghan kept stealing!
thenn after eating, went into the library
and they studied.
while i watched privileged(:
and then read abit of my book.
then i think we talked somemore.
lazed around.
and time passed so fast!
so sad.
and by the time we left, it was so dark!
didn't wanna take public transport all by my lonesome):
so scary and scary! dark dark leh!
pamela helped to flag down the first cab that came by,
and it was one of 'em expensive big cabs!
it was really nice, but bloody expensive!
hahaha, but it was too late to turn around):
so well, i guess that's all!
can't wait for you njians(?) asses to end!
really!
then we can celebrate together(:
soooo,
GOOD LUCK GUYS! (cause you're gonna need it!)
HAHAHA, OKAY SERIOUSLY KIDDING(:
ALL OF YOU WILL DO FINE YOU SMART ASSES (ARSES FOR PAM)
FAIL NOTHING YOU WILL!
ESP, YOU PAM! STUPID SECRET GENIUS.
most of all, HAVE FUNNNNN! HEHEHE:D

2009-03-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

ugh, i hate school!
not looking forward to school starting tomorrow! ):
especially after post ct fun.
okay, updated(:

2009-02-14T14:03:00.004+08:00

ahhh, i forgot what i came online for!
i know i wanted to do something school work related...
but i got distracted by facebook and emailll.
ugh, how annoying.
ALSOOO!!!! MY MS WORD IS SCREWY AGAAAIN!!
UGHEORIJHBOIN!
can't open all my word files!
which are all very important and need reading!
shall try calling up the TAs on monday
i REFUSEEEE to have to go to their stupid office and wait.
plus i have physics spa and lesson makeups! ):
so no time.
and they've solved it before, and it looked simple enough.
they just went here and there and clicked at places.
i know i can i know i can!
shooo, going back to school on monday.
and my feelings are...
AHHHHHHHH!!!! #$@#*&%@$#@$%#%@% SCHOOL!
last night, while talking to my mother,
i finally decided my work path.
is that what i should call it?
ah whatever.
i decided!
to be an.... ACCOUNTANT!
yes!
and! best part best part
I WILL NOT GO TO JC!
GOING TO POLY!
ahahah, hopefully it's not as stressful.
i think there's an accountant course right.
and after poly.
i'll go to some special accountant schooly thing.
something like the acca?
haha, hope i'm not sounding toooo stupid.
this is all somewhat according to my neighbour.
he's an accountant.
he should know things like this.
and he wants his children to be accountants too.
but this poly thing.
is like half-confirmed,
not really sure if i should go to poly instead of jc.
i just reallyreallyreally want to get out of school!
but deffo ACCOUNTANT! dingdingding!
asked my eldest brother a little about it.
and he said it shouldn't be that hard to study.
i think especially compared to his aerospace shizzazz.
i'm like the little black sheep of us three children):
stupid smart ass brothers!
hahah! stupid smart.
right. just procrastinating doing all the shitty homework now...
ah damn, tablet needs to restart.
hooookay.
OH RIGHT! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

2009-02-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

sooo, after these few days at home,
starting to really really want to be home schooled.
even though i think that's quite impossible.
ugh, damn the world!!
but well, didn't get to enjoy the first four, five days
cause i was feeling horrible!
terrible!
it was hell-ish. yes.
had like off and on fevers,
and on last tuesday! had the outbreak of chickenpox.
it was like full-blown scary!
all over my face! completely covered with them evil pox.
got me all devastated):
plus, i was sick!
got some on my body too which hurt):
and many were on my back, which made it harder to sleep.
oh, but for the face, i didn't get to take a picture of the scariness.
sorry to disappoint you verity! hehehe. even though i don't think you would read this...
but yeah. didn't get a picture becauseeeee, i was lazy.
and sick! i felt awful really.
and i just looked reallly realllyyyy scary!
would NOT want to remember that.
my nose swelled!
my whole face swelled!
it was uncomfortable tooo.
chickenpox just really sucks.
but well a lot better now(:
alot of them have disappeared! and no new 'crops'
yay! praise the Lord! (:
so yes, after four days or so,
my pox, esp those on my face,
started to harden and dry up!
YES!
hate chickenpox.
so now, it's worrytime!
gotta do two weeks homework
in one week!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and many makeup spas and tests!
UGHHHHHHHHH.
I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCHHHHH.
I WANT TO BE HOMESCHOOLED!
being at home watching ellen is so much more fun!
haha, i always seem to be watching ellen whenever i'm sick!
like when i was in the hospital,
it was the ONE AND ONLYYY decent show everyday.
the other shows were so horrible i felt like killing myself.
hospitals need cable!
might decrease the suicide rate.
something to think about.
reallyreallyreally dreading going back to school next week):
spent the last couple of days
trying to think of a job with a good income,
that i could do without having a good education.
alas, there was nothing good.
contemplated being a hairdresser, chef
and i think that's all i could think of.
oh! and i shall look up the lasalle school of arts?
seems interesting! drama would be so much better than school school.
i love drama.
ahhh, i wish i were like naturally musically talented.
i could drop out of school immediately!
hold concerts and stuff like that.
TESSA! SHE SHOULD DO THAT!
and she's also pretty much certified to be a piano teacher.
could earn money from that!
school schmool!
i wanna be an actress!

2009-02-01T13:35:00.004+08:00

ah crap! feeling quite shitty now!
cause i realised, that participation points
is not representation points!
and participation was already counted under my 18 cca points.
which consists of the full 10 participation,
3 enrichment and 5 for cip.
which still makes me two points short!!
that is if i even manage to get my full cip and participation points!
dammit!
ahhhh, i hate this stupid cca points system.
i need a miracle that i can be put in b div next year
and take part in nationals.
D':
also!
someone added me on msn.
and i thought i clicked okay.
but i can't find the person in my contacts!
i think i accidentally rejected it!
and i don't even know who it is!
crap!
and! i don't know how to do the geog graded assignment.
what's the second river feature thingy!?

2009-01-31T18:28:00.002+08:00

hockey made me incredibly happy today!
cause i found out i could be released early with the other sec 3 and 4 hockers too!
on monday. yes!
and from that happy thing.
there are many things that make me happy from the happy thing.
FIRSTLY,
i get to miss SS test! or well postpone it.
which is good.
have yet to get my book!
and lotsa homework!
SECONDLY!
i get to go with the sec threeessssssss! to go to northland.
otherwise, i'd have to go with the sec twos!
ughhh.
and also just get to hang out with them from getting out early!
THIRDLYY
i won't miss out as much i guess!
cause lots of things can happen from 11.30 to like 3.
wait! omg! i would have had to go to northland on my own!!!
wow, i really really love this happy thing.
so yes, get to be with the hockers all the way!
support all the way baby! hahaha
FOURTHLY,
I GET FRIGGIN CCA POINTS!!!!
PENNY ANG IS GIVING ME PARTICIPATION POINTS!
OHMYGOODNESSSSSSSS, I AM SO HAPPY!
i get point even though i'm not even in the competition!
which really is quite unfairrrr...
BUT I REALLY NEED CCA POINTSSSS.
lacking so much): i was so scared that i couldn't like minus off from my l1r5
but nowwww, its better right!
ahhh yeahh, so depressing! i get so little cca points.
so useless in hockey):
ohwell, hopefully penny ang continues being nice
and cheats in awesome points for me!
pleaseeeeeeeee. i am needy!
OKAY, soo i think that's all that i can think of for now.
but ohh, some small teeny weeny downsides.
will be missing physics spa! so have to make up on another day):
but at least its not theory, otherwise, we'd miss out on important info!
hahaha.
anddd missing a math!
crap, i was in need of help for my stupid log.
and he would have gone through the work.
which i was going to pay attention to!
no falling asleep.
ahhhhh, i wanted to know his method.
oh welllllllllllllll.
skipschool!!!!
YESSSSSSSSS. (:
ahhh, gotta do homework now):
and oh yes! CHINGHANNNNNNNNN
BENJAMIN BUTTON!
OUT FEB 5TH? 4TH?
YAY!
and hahaha! iva! your chem spa a little bit more depressing than mine!
HEHEHEH. comforting(:
ahaha, so mean

2009-01-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

i hate school.
why must it start and ruin everything!
ugh.
deciding whether to do bio workbook, jian bao and chem
OR WATCH NANCY DREW!
don't laugh! i like emma roberts.
oooh, and there was max thieriot!
watched half of it yesterday.
soo yes!
what to choose what to choose.
i think i'll do both
just watch my movie first.
ookayyyyyyyy.

2009-01-21T21:56:00.003+08:00

ahh, today was rather depressing.
i suck so bad at chem prac!
oh man, it was bad enough when i couldn't really get any proper reactions.
but like i didn't even know what was supposed to happen!
it was like okay... it bubbles.
what does that mean?!
and it was all just very weird and awkward.
plus, my nose was still really runny.
which i would like to think, made things worse.
okay so then, i like overturned some solution!
omg! can't remember what it was though.
cause i was kinda flustered? over not getting anything good from my stuff.
then it was like right beside me
and suddenly bloop, it dropped and spilled on my shirtttt!!
but thank god it didn't drop on the floor!
i would have dieddd of embarrassment and some other thing i can't seem to put into words.
hahaha. oh! something like disappointment with myself):
andd to add sodium chloride to the wound!
ms azilah was like standing right there.
forgot what she said though...
DAMNNNNN.
but welll, i guess the rest of the school day wasn't all that bad.
just chem spa that sucked):
nooooooooo! i neeed paveta!
cause she was always the horrible unlucky, hurricane with likeeeee
ah! i can't explain it! dammit, i can't explain anything!
but you would knowww, if you know paveta.
right!
yes, soooo something worse would have probs happened to her!
and it would have lessened the horribleness of my chem prac failureeee.
HEHEHEH! no offence paveta(:
COME BACK TO CRESCENTTTT!!!
feels weird being the weird awkward one know!!
CAN. NOT. WAIT. FOR. FRIDAY!
don't know why i randomly feel so stressed right now!
OH! AND I ALMOST FORGOT!
actually i did, heheh edit!
THANK YOU PEARLYN FOR THE COOL XMAS PRESENT!
AHHH I FEEL BAD.

2009-01-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

i'm currently happy!
i really love even weeks! especially compared to odd weeks.
and well this week, just has been really awesome so far!
lets seeee, hockey on monday was good.
and also, there hasn't been much homework!
and TUESDAYYY!!!
met, paveta, pamela, chinghan, rachel and xinyi!
that really made me very happy!
but since school ended at 1.45 for me(YAY!)
and like 3.30 for themmm.
i went to orchard first.
went buy paveta's guess wallet.
made the right call of getting the yellow instead of black!
i hope! hahaha.
then went to cine, to get pamela's present from mrs fields!
and on my way there, it started raining!
plus, it was super windy.
so well waiting for the cookie to be made,
went to ishop? yeah.
and saw some pretty cool earphones!
my current ones are sorta spoilt already.
need to get my brother's opinion on them earphones.
then i went to heeren!
to check out the tattoo/piercing parlour placeee.
and DAMNNNNN! THEY HAVE A FRIGGIN AGE LIMIT):
but the shop was so perfect!
they did all the right things, all up to standards.
and the piercer looked really nice!
so well, i guess the age limit comes with the standards.
i wish were 16 but still in sec 3...
i want to fake my way throughhh!
it's just a year's difference! ):
howhowhow.
agh, i guess i'll check out tessa's queensway one.
since, the njettes still had not reached,
i went to paragon!
checked out asics and found one that was good!
not sure if i got the model right thoughhh.
gonna get my mother to go to queensway to get it!
hehehe. orrr maybe, i could go and check the parlour at the same time.
i shall see.
and oh! i had such embarrassing encounters in mango! ):
so yeah, met them!
got my hugzzzzzz!
we just went to eat and talked alot.
it was great fun.
i miss you guys!
ahh, such good laughs.
we will meet again, sooon!!!
then, at like 7.30 on tuesday.
went to meet tessa!
to collect my new baby!
and oh man! her condo is so coool.
it looks like a resort!
then just spent some time sitting around in her room.
hahaha, her sister and her are super pretty!
and both weird and funny.
it all runs in the family.
then todayeeeee.
finally got my eastpak, which i ordered LAST YEARRRR.
well, december... but still!
ahhh i love it!
so pretty and comfyyy!
so well, i shall go play with my new baby,
while waiting for chinghan to finish my jian bao(: heh.
i will attempt to do amath after babytime.
sinceee i'm super hardworking now!
it actually feels good finishing homework early! O:O:O:
and ohhhh, but damn!
i slept in class today.
and it was intentional!
stupid geog chng. so boring!

2009-01-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

OMGOSH, I LOVE MATT HARDING! AHAHA, LEGEND!

2009-01-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

today was brilliant.
the hockers never fail to make the day great!
i guess they are what is keeping me sane and happy for now.
so glad my geekiness was flexible today!
hahaha, got my parents to bring me my chem homework!
did it at ccab.
damn, i'm such a nerd.
yeap, today was just cca open house.
lunch at macs at serene centre.
like at the end, we talked about how we were when we were sec 1 and 2.
made me so sad!
i hate being sec 3 now. and i hate my back.
i miss being sec 1. things were so nice. at least, they were nicer for me.
then the u21 match at ccab. had sharmera, or should i say mimi! to watch it with meee.
damn, i love the hockers!
i was so horrible though. well, that phase is over!
ahh, hafta learn indices now!
xoxo,
BEBE! HAHAHA.

2009-01-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

ookay, quick post/tag replies.
so yes, ss/history teacher sucks.
donkey kong is weirddd.
and his teaching isn't all that good.
other teachers are pretty alright.
ohhh! chinese!!!
why oh why.
recently, i've been busy with rushing my holiday homework.
math and english!
and i succeeded!
with some cheating here and there.
but what can i do.
i was really hoping i'd be like free when school just started.
but whoopdeedooo.
i have no more life.
anddd, i'm terribly terribly horribly missing chinghan, paveta, rachel, xinyi and pamelaaa!!!
all you bitches leaving me here and going to shitty nj!
i hate you guys so much!!!!
okay wait, go drink some soup.
yes, how could you leave mee!!
you guys were what made school less painful.
share the sufferring and stuff.
how awesome that all those who got into nj were all my friends.
just perfect.
school sucks without you guys!
i hope this doesn't make your big ego even bigger *aackPAVETAaack*
but yeah honestly,
i miss you guys til i want to cryyy.
and actually well, our dirty little secret, i did. more than once.
without all of you, i'm falling apart!
hahaha.
i will post when i'm free, my post of lurveee.
ah, how lame.
but that's the way it's supposed to be.

late tag replies
jimin:YES! SO CUTEE STILLL. what sauces? hate sauces???
ahhh, don't remind me about homework!! but those are actually pretty simple.
chinghan: i didn't get my farewell!!! ): oh yes, what great fun i've been having-.- just one word to describe him-weird.
pearlyn: it was only okayyy. not that great really. i expected more!
pamela: i am more no lifey! yes, same miss youuuuu and all of you. i hate pms-ing without it even being pms. though that doesn't really make sense. but yeahhh, if you get me. he's quite okayyyyy. i don't think his teaching is that good though:/ and yes! thanks, but say hello to a new pile.
paveta: uhmm alice chia, a upper sec teacher. ahhh, WHY DID YOU LEAVE MEEE! AFTER BEING FRIENDS FOR TWO YEARS. I HATE YOUUUUU.
liz: YES! GOOOOOOD! I WISH THE WHOLE COHORT WOULD JUST DROP OUT. i want to be a young kid again. ):

2009-01-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

YES! I'M FINALLY FREE FROM HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! (for now)
eh, also except for that 9? questions left of math.
WHOOOOOOO!!!

2009-01-03T15:43:00.002+08:00

ah, i hate school!
there was so much holiday homework i think!
but i can't find it nowww.
all the stupid teachers want them up so fastttt!!!
I HATE THEM!
I HATE SCHOOL!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
shitshitshit.
was there A LOT of english and math homework? ):
crapppp. i hope i can sorta finish.
stupid math.
need to get english done by tuesday
and math done by monday!
crapcrapcrapppppp.
i think i'll just do the earlier math ones?
cause he shouldn't be able to go through all at once rightttt.
please let him be nice on the first e math lesson!!!):
and well english i'll just have to finish.
or she'll give me a zero!
omg, i only have one and a half days to finish math and english.
dammit! i'm so lost! i don't know what to doooo.
how to fit in!
there's hockey on monday toooo.
i'll prolly reach home at 7.30?
OMG WHERE TO FRIGGIN START!
I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH!
AND IT HAS ONLY JUSTTT BEGUNNNN!
and my teachers, so far, suck so much toooo!
I. WANT. TO. DROP. OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

2009-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

ah, happy new year. ):

2008-12-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

omg, i hatehatehate my parents so much.
and oh!
thanks xinyi, jimin and paveta for your super awesome christmas gifts!!
ahhh, i love them(:
watched bedtime stories today.
AND IT WAS SOOO BORINGGGGGGG.
so disappointed! i loved adam sandlerrrrr.
but the show was horrible.
bye, i hate my parents

2008-12-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

hockey carnival today was goood!
cause being with the hockers is always fun and funny.
crazy times.
and it was also good being away from my home
then we watched angus thongs!
whoo, second time in the cinemas.
and it was nicer this time!
cause i guess i could hear through their brit accents better.
and actually know what they're saying.that
also to hear things that i never heard the first time!
andand i got a clearer view of dougie!
i realised that it was more than just the top of his head.
you could see like a bit of the left side of his face!
one eye! hahahaa.
and ahhh, dammit, i need to buy my books tomorrow!!
it's the last dayyyyyyy.
shitshitshit, school is starting!
ughhhhh, i want to drop out.
and ah, i don't think i'll do my homework.
it'll just make me feel awful,
so i shall just go to school with nothing and see how it goes.
go with da flo!

2008-12-27T19:51:00.003+08:00

EURGHHH, I HATE MY PARENTS.
anywayy, training, after a long break today!
oh my stamina!):
and like now, whenever i hit, my wrist seems to twist ALOT.
then well it hurts alot toooo.
i think it's cause my stick is too heavy or something!
ahh, i hate my stick.
we painted the hockey carnival after training!
and while waiting for coach to get the paint,
we talked alot,
and there was alot of bra buckle business.
ahhaa, so yeah training was fun today(:
good start.
but then!
ughhhhh, in the train!
when i changed to raffles and got on.
i kinda knocked this lady's thigh with my stick.
then when i sat down next to her,
she immediately got off and went to another seat!!!
omgggg, i was so bloody angry and offended!
come on! the part that hit her was only the grip.
and i said sorry reflex-like.
but i think she also thought i was going to stink or something.
and didn't want to sit next to me!
what the hell!
like i wanted to sit next to herrr,
some wringly over dried pruney old female-like monster!
trying to act cool too.
wearing jackie o shades, in the train.
and a guess bag i shall call fake!
i do not stink!!):
i changeeeeee and i spray my deo!
stupid old woman.
then well i guess that's pretty much all that happened today. and
OH GOD, I HATE MY FAMILY.

/edit
ohh, and my muscles are starting to ache now!
and still ever so hateful.

2008-12-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

'How can I stop my kid from doing this stuff? I don't like it!

To be blunt: you can't stop it. If your son or daughter really wants to do these things, they'll do it with or without your support and short of kicking them out of your house or using other totalitarian threats that will eventually end your relationship with them, you really can not stop them. So you're better off figuring out how to use it to improve your relationship rather than damage or end it.' -bmezine

hah.

2008-12-24T15:36:00.002+08:00

WTF! my brother stayed over at a friend's house again!
yesterday!
THIS IS SO UNFAIRRRR!!!
so pissed off!
i want my piercings!
BOOOOO!
oh and does anyone have an ebay and paypal account? (:

2008-12-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

went out withh chinghan, rachel and pamela
after piano today!
we had our mini xmas gift exchange!
but i forgot to bring rachel's!! ):
went to cine and ate at the japanese pasta place.
then we exchanged presentsssss!
got pamela her rudolph plushie and
gave chingee poo the receipt for the mcfly calendar!
so funnyyyy.
and awwww, pamela got me polka dotted shoes!
which were the perfect size.
and super long earsticks!!!
thank you pamela! WHOOHOO!
rachel and chinghan,
thanks for the charm bracelet and polka dotted notebook!
THANKS, YOU GUYSSS!
stupid, didn't get to give xinyi, iva and paveta their presents!
well, then we rushed to watch angus thongs!
i love cathay cinemas!
and yeah! the show was really awesome!
got to see Aaron Johnson!
and my DOUGIE POYNTER ON THE SUGAR MAG!
hehehe, even though it was only a tiny bit of his head
with his beanie and a bit of hair.
he was still recognisable!
amazinggggg.
chinghan and i were waiting for it!
and squealed when we saw!!
how satisfying.
aaron johnson and dougie poynter!
oh! and tom and dave were cute tooo!
full of cute hot british guys!!
then we walked around taka and wisma a little.
and saw that everything i got from malaysia
was not available in singapore!
except for the topshop shoes,
i think they were just sold out here.
but coool man!!
happy.

2008-12-22T19:31:00.004+08:00

PHOEBE'S BACK!
ay yes, back from malaysiaaa.
it was around what i expected.
the hotels were better than i thought
and in some ways not as good.
but welllll, all in all it was a bearable trip.
with MONEY!
wait, that doesn't make sense.
then again, nothing i say really does.
so first day!
left at 7.30 i think?
i forget.
reached my uncle's house in petaling jaya at 11+!
i always thought they lived in KL but apparently,
its just very near KL? i think.
or is it in? hmmm. near!
and i think! we went for lunch.
oh dear, i can't remember!
or omg, did we go to the hotel in KL first.
eh wait! i'm mixing that up with the penang hotel.
ohhhh deary meee.
AH YES! to my uncle's house first.
ahhhh oh man, i want to cry.
i can't remember at all!
i'm like mixing all the days up.
this sucks! i shall just lump the trip up into sections.
so in the first two days! (lets hope i get this right)
KL at the times square hotel.
i think we walked around times square a little.
the first two levels are fine.
but as you go up, the shops start to get disgusting!
it's like weird clothing stores. eek.
kinda like far east but alot worse.
oh and most of the time in KL was spent with
uncle, aunty and grandmother too.
ah! we walked around KL from times square.
so scary with all the cars and going through tiny crowded roads.
wenttt tooooo, pavilion, lot 10, klcc and other places i cannot remember at all.
one of which was super high end!
there was like lanvin! lv, chanel? banana republic? and like just all the usual ones.
made me sad that i have no money):
i loved pavilion though! its a nice mix.
went to mango and got a pouch for my curveh babeh.
i think it was onlyy 30++ RM! whoo divided by 2.4
thats what makes shopping in malaysia feel good.
the money conversion thing.
bought some super awesome mary jane flats from topshop!
MORTY flats!
i think 130+ rm.
so comfy!!! i had no blisters at allll.
i think cause it was pig skin lined. i loveeeee.
oh and i realised that my toes are really long.
like not in proportion to my feet):
now section 2!
penang.
it was really posh from the outside!
when we went in, they served us with apple sparkly.
whooo.
and at first glance the hotel room was whoaaaaa.
we thought the times square one was big
but the northam suite!!!
when you first walk in, on the right, there was a mini toilet!
then as you proceed further in, there's a big hall,
with the tv and couches.
it joins to a mini study thing, with a big desk.
and in my parent's one there was complimentary internet!
which we didn't get to use):
then, you open the double doors to a bedroooom!
with this gigantic bed!
which is two super singles joined together.
and the bathroom!
it was huge!
i think it's bigger than my room at home):
alot.
there were two sinks and mirrors.
and behind each was either the shower or a toilet.
then in between, there's the jacuzzi
which didn't really work that well.
and we didn't use it.
above it, there's a huge mirror!
whoo.
and oh, apart from the bathroom,
the floors were all wood! nice.
but to meee, there were some dirty parts.
like the windows!
and the wooden window frame. eeek.
went to gurney plaza and queensbay mall.
i THINKKKK i didn't get anything from gurney plaza.
but at queensbay! oh man.
there was this super hugeeee forever 21.
got so many earrings and my polka dotted hairclips!
to a total of 140+ rm?
then went back to PJ.
my uncle's house.
went to mid valley.
and i got a bag from zara.
whooo, i like.
oh this one i remember the price! hahah, 199.90RM
i wanted to buy a nice pair of shoes from zara toooo.
made of pig skin leather.
so comfy!
stupid mother.
ahhh i love pig skin, so useful!
also, within the trip,
i managed to finish reading the other boleyn girl.
yesterday! yes.
such good timing!
so i finally watched the movie.
it was kinda disappointing.
really different from the book.
but still so saddd. and eric bana so hot!
omg, the book was amazing!
i really really love it.
it was sad too.
i love how she made you hate anne for being so mean.
but still feel so sad for her when the king started to hate her.
and in the end had her beheaded.
soso sad.
so malaysia was good enough.
got to spend money!
such a good excuse to shopppp.
i miss my dougiej!!
ahhh need to collect him from my piano teacher.
oh! we bought him bathing sand and a running ball
from midvalley.
yay! i wanted to buy a leashhh!!!
omg, they had leashes for small animals!
ONE OF THEM HAD POLKA DOTS!
IT WAS SO FRIGGIN CUTEEEEEEEEE!
but my brothers didn't let me buy!
saying it would be too big.
there were sizessssss, there was a small!
boooo, joykill):

2008-12-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

leaving for malaysia tomorrow.
and i have yet to pack my bags.
the rest of the family have already packed theirs!
like yesterday!
they're crazy mannnn.
who the hell packs 2 days before trip!
dropped of Dougiejunior at my piano teacher's house
when i went for piano today!
and i miss him already!!!
oh yes! i have star girl and hypnotised down!
starting on she falls asleep now!
whooo, packed my bags already!
sooo yes, heading off to kl tomorrow!
and after two days, penang,
and after another two back to kl
to uncle's house and the next day to singapore.
hopefully i can get to buy nice stuff there
to at least make it a fruitful trip.
bringing my tablet there,
but i don't think there'd be free internet):
at least i've got my many shows!
oh! i've got to bring my booook!
hmmmm yepp.
i might also try to find presents for chinghan there!
you're the only one left!
you with your stupid birthday so close t christmas!
grrrr.

2008-12-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT THE MOVIE SUCKS!
couldn't go for hockey today,
brother and i had to renew our passports.
we were a special case.
cause we're leaving on wednesday and need our passports within a day!
so yes.
had to take a new picture! ):
i loved my cute little girl one.
oh! i really liked the lady who took my photo.
she wasn't fussy at all!
usually they're like grumpy old aunties,
tilt your head! not so much! more!
it's like ahhh.
but yeah, it was like one shot.
and she asked if it looked okay.
OBVIOUSLY NOOOOOOO.
but i knew they would all be the same.
they would all look so incredibly horrible):
i look even worse in photos than in real life already.
it's so saaaaddddd, so un-photogenic.
i was actually really sad! hahaa, so disappointing.
so i was just like 'ahhh, yeahh...'
aack.
then in like 2 hours? we were finally doneeee.
at about 10.30
and later on, TWILIGHT WITH THE HOCKERS!(:
so i went home and went to vivo
to buy tickets for twilight first.
it was ten dollars each!!!
and third roww.
so met, clara, jeralyn, jiaqi, aqeela, jaya and joanne huang.
went to bk for lunch.
then to the fountain to play-y-y!
ahaha, it was so funny.
we were being stalked by the two little kids there!!
probs about 3-5 years old?
they kept like trying to claim and mark their territory!
such mean little kids.
i have never played in fountain like things before.
i guess cause my brothers are olderrrr,
and when i was at the right age,
they were too oldddd.
and last year was the first time a i ever ate a zinger burger!
that day at verity's was the first time i had a big mac.
after we dried off, we went for the moovie.
which i had high expectations for!
the trailer was really goooood.
and alot of people were saying it was really okay.
so i was excited! thinking it would be gooood.
BUT OHHHHHMYYGOD!(janice style)
IT WAS DISGUSTING!
and sitting beside aqeela was good.
we kept voicing out our disgust during the show!
bet we were annoying people.
if i were sitting somewhere elseee,
i think i would still be equally disgusted.
but i would keep it to myself during the movie.
but since aqeela kept laughing and sighing!
i couldn't help but doo itt toooo.
like the first sight of the cullens.
we were shocked and giggling at jasper andd edward.
but i do have to admit that scene was pretty alright.
OH! the biology lab part was theee WORST.
when he flinched and covered his noseee!
what the helll!!! it was such terrible acting!
that was when i laughed the most.
it was so disgustinggggg omg!
it was nothing like that in the book!
and he was so UGLYYYYYYY!
the lab was supposed to be a cool scene!!
since people said it got better as it goes,
so i kept waiting!
and WAITING AND WAITING.
for the good parts to come,
where robert pattinson was supposed to look okay.
but it never diddddd!
the only time he looked decent, was with his shades,
smiling.
that was alllll.
the only scene that i liked was the baseball,
cause it didn't consist of horrible closeups of bella and edward.
and it was just pretty cool.
up til the point when they went into their gay crouches.
ugh.
so about half way through the movie,
i got really angry and some weird emotion.
i just gavee upppppp.
it was so horrible it wasn't even really that funny anymoreee.
then there was more sounds of disgust.
oh, bella is ugly tooooo.
and they made jacob so ugly!
okay, so the movie was like very random and clumped together.
it was just like scene to scene to scene really weirdly.
it was like bella had no signs of liking edward.
and she was just oh suddenly irrevocably in love with him.
I AM JUST SO DISAPPOINTEDDDD!
they were like randomly throwing in lines from the book
here and there.
nothing really joined up properly.
or maybe it's their acting.
hmm, both.
emmett is pretty alright, somewhat like the book.
rosalie wasn't pretty enough,
jasper looked okay the first second i saw him,
but his acting was bad tooooo, then he looked weird.
aliceee, was just kinda weird, but not too bad really.
carlisle, had weird mouth. but too me, he kinda looked a little like owen wilson!
somehow! there was some owen wilson esence.
esme was quite pretty!
all of their acting sucked, except like one or two of them.
the movie was just poorly made.
i really really want another version of twilight.
with proper casting and scripts.
the only thing i enjoyed about the movie was,
laughing and groaning and complaining with aqeela,
laughing in shock at jiaqi and jeralyn's reactions of love for the movie!!!
when those scenes were horrendous!
so, i am just completely and utterly disappointed with the movie.
and kinda angry tooo.
they totally ruined the story!
i hated it.

2008-12-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

went shopping today.
all alone.
for two hours.
cause after church, my parents still had to serve.
and my brother couldn't drive me home
cause he had the boys' brigade thing.
so yes, while waiting, i went to shop!
got some cash from my parents.
to go for the sale at guess and mango!
suntec is actually realllyyyy good for shopping!
it's like surrounded by many other cool malls too.
all connected nicely.
i went to guess first!
since it was the nearest.
it was also the only place i managed to buy stuff.
got two wallets that were on sale.
cause well i couldn't decide which to get!
heh.
i guess that's what you get when you leave me alone with money!
so fun.
but my parents really don't seem bothered by me buying two wallets!
shocker.
then went to the mango in suntec!
but stopped by quite a few places on the way.
resisted some though, EYES ON THE PRIZE!
couldn't find anything i really wanted.
but oooh, mango wasn't as crowded
as it usually is when there's a sale
cause i was super early!
church ended at 11.15
so yes, pretty good shopping early.
walked around suntec a little moreee,
dropping by some shops i can't remember now.
then had such a hard time finding my way to marina!
usually i know how to get there.
maybe i was too sleepy.
went to the guess at raffles tooooo.
couldn't find the bag i wanted!!
oh welllll.
i wanna go to the other branches.
then walked alll the way back to suntec again.
walked around some more.
and that's about it!
how boring.
but it was pretty good!
shopping alone.
cause i don't get the constant parent pestering.
but i get the moolah!
so perfect!
love my two wallets(:
which should i use.....
ohoh and i think i'm starting to really like zebra prints.
but never as much as polka dots!
this is so stupid. hmmm
/EDIT!
oh yessssssss, yesterday!
miss world!
MCFLY! AHHH!
SHIT MAN, I WAS SO STUPIDDD!
i read about them performing for miss world on the forum
and i saw channel five advertise for miss world.
BUT! I JUST TOTALLY BLANKED OUT!
only got to catch the later part of five colours!
and i was so nice to divert my attention from watching them
to call chinghan and paveta!
then i screamed at paveta.
but she was so calm and dead!
yeah and so slow.
so she missed it.
thennn after awhile,
they played lies like they said!
whoopwhoop.
then i spazzed againnn!
and was nice again!
paveta was so sloww stilll!!!
so stupid.
i kept screaming at her to switch the tv on or something
i can't remember already.
but she kept huh-ing me!
then i had to specifically explain to her.
waste my precious mcfly time!
but ahhhhhh, it was gooood.
finally being able to watch danny's new hair in motion!
clearly!
whooooo.
and dougie, with his new fashion statement.
hehehe, all so cute!
CHANNEL FIVE HAD BETTER HAVE A RE-TELECAST OF IT!
so that i can record.
THEY HAVE TOOOOO!!!

2008-12-13T16:51:00.003+08:00

training today was infuriating!
oh. my. god.
sec ones suck!
okay, to be fair, some are alright.
at least i got to complain.
poor aqeela! heheh.
the rest was fine though.
but once again!
i missed the only time i could catch previews!
cause no one was free.
my angus, thongs):
either i cave and watch my downloaded onee,
or i wait til i come back from malaysia!
like after the 22nd, which sucks.
ah, decisions decisions.
at leastttt, i hope i can still catch twilight
with the hockers before i leaveeee.
preease!
i am already preparing for it!
by re-reading twilight.
i have the memory of a ... an ant?
halfway through now!
and i realised, that when bella asks edward his age
like they showed in the previews,
the script is exactly the same.
but it was actually in his car!
ooooooooh, okay that's all that i managed to join up.
my brain doesn't work very well.
i keep having to flip back to previous pages
because i instantly forget what was said and what had happened.
it's so annoying!
i am already trying to read carefully and clearly.
so tiring.
REMEMBERREMEMBERREMEMBER!
i hate my brain):
but i really hope the movie turns out good.
i wanna see the cool scenes!
which i have now already forgotten!
dang it!
i was trying to remember them...
so that when i watched i could be like ooooh!
but right, i can't seem to remember any scenes now.
maybe i should write them down.
but that we require reading the first half again!
life sucks man!
i think i'll just have to download
and watch and pause and read.
i'll just see how it goes.
ah,
shitshitshit!
school is starting!
why! why!! why!!!
i wanna drop out.
now.
please?
damn, trainings next year would be weirdddd
and awfully disgusting i bet!
i would have to train with the c div.
(or maybe no one at alllll!!!)
which would have a new batch of sec ones.
i HATE being in such an awkward position.
i'm no where.
in nothing.
going no where.
it's just annoyingly pathetic.
i know this is totally evil,
but i just wish there was someone else
to go through the same thing with me.
cause i have no idea how to go through with this!
i don't know what to dooo.
i never do.
at least we could discuss our decisions.
ahahaaa.
see, life sucks.
GOD!
at least i have my pretty(at least i think so) blackberry!
which is a really good sign!
i still like it!
and it's beeen about a week?
go phoebe!
i hope this turns out to be a long term loooove.
for my nokia phone,
i think i didn't like it pretty fast.
but i can't be sure.
can't remember at all! cause it was right after my thing.
i'm telling you! it messed with my memory.
i had awesome memory, in them old days.
like an elephant.
yes, so i still love my blackberry!
we'll see how that goes tooo.
but i do really love it!
i think its pretty and cooool,
my wi-fi!! get to surf the net prettty easily(L)
i thought it would be harder,
with people saying the browser was lousy.
but i guess for techie stuff i have low expectations.
good enough for me.
although i am weirdly unable to see some things.
oh well.
sooo, nothing's new really.
my hamster still hates me i guess):
i would be rejoicing when it finally lets me carry it!
and touch it without it getting scared.
but my robo Dougie is so cute and small!!
even though it's almost mature already?
i think that's all it grows up to.
i love it! so small.
but i guess you can't have everything.

2008-12-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

Shit.
you're not supposed to leave us yet.

2008-12-11T18:13:00.003+08:00

today was awesome(:
b div beat st nicks!
whoop, great jobbb!!
after training, went to verity's to 'study'
but we ended up eating and watching some norbit!
playing with her hamsters and cat!
i love her pets!!!
her hamsters let people play with them!
my own hamster is so scared of everyone!
ahh, i miss having winter whites.
hers are like white, making them look like mice!
which i love.
and her cat! arvin??
is so friendly!
and cute.
it doesn't try to bite or scratch or anything!
so fun to pet it. awwww.
thennn verity taught us how to play mahjong.
and of course, i ruledd!
eventhoughididn'twin
BUT I KEPT ALMOST WINNINGG!!!
ugh):
stupid SHARMERA!
made me mix the five and nine chinese lettering thing up!
gah!
ahaha, it was so fun!
andandand, oh my gosh, verity's brother!
looks so like her.
but yeah, like everyone says
chubbier.
so very cool.
today was great!
/EDITTT
ahhhhh, i found scratches on my poor blackberry.
i shall think of a name for it soon. haha.
but ahhhhh, there are two on the screeeeen.
eeeee, my poor screen!
and manymany on the back.
countless!
nononono! i need my screen protector.
being lazy sucks.
it would also be hard to find a shop that sells screen protectors,
that would fit.
i wouldn't mind some silicon case for my poor curveh either.
my poor baby.
yesyes, mommy's gonna keep you safe.
scratches are eeeeevil.

2008-12-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

t'was chinghan's birthday yesterday!
so on monday, went out with paveta
to hunt for a present.
we were planning on getting a laptop case at first
but we couldn't find anything nice!
soooo, we just went into mango
and found an awesome bag!
so we just got it.
whoop.
ahh! james marsden!
he acts in some superman movie?
but he's the pathetic one who loses.
aww, but he's so hot!
okay, we just walked around.
then yesterday!
heh, skipped piano to celebrate chinghan's birthday.
felt bad, because of my mother.
but actually my piano teacher is pretty fine with it!
so yes, we watched wild child!
but horrendous first row sits.
no idea why they have so little timings left
when it's still so popular!
so stupid.
and now, my back's still aching so badlyyy.
but ohhhh, the movie was good!
phoebe likey.
cause i love emma roberts!
i do i do!
don't know why some people don't like her!
i think she's really pretty toooo.
don't know why some don't think so either.
there was hot hot alex pettyfer too!
ALEX PETTYFER SO HOTT!
wanted to watch the show cause of two of them!
so yes, it was good!
the movie made emma roberts really cool.
next movie is gonna be angus thongs and twilight.
after the movie, paveta had to leave.
cause of her parents. awww.
then rachel, chinghan and i went for dinner.
at some hk restaurant.
didn't really like it. heh.
rachel too had to leave after dinner
with all her busy wedding plans. ha!
so chinghan and i walked around a little.
went to buy some hair elastics.
since i only have one!
seriously, just one elastic and one clip.
which reminds me! i forgot to buy a clip!
bought my earsticks too.
and had my ahsoh moment.
i even out ahsoh-ed chinghan! the queen of ah sohs. heehee.
tried to pick out the packet with the longest earsticks.
so difficult!
i loooveee super ultra long earsticks pleasee.
and HATE short ones.
if anyone manages to find cool long ones, please tell me!
when i was at home,
i had the worst experience with a lizard everrr!
i am scarred for life.
and hate lizards with a vengeance! moret than ever!
stupid baby lizard!
i am so disgusted! i wanna cryyyy):
aaaaack.

2008-12-09T01:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINGHAN!
KA-CHING! ATTILA THE HAN!
CHINGZEEPOO! CHINGAY!
so yes, have a good day BB!
of course you will!
you'll be spending it with us.
plus paveta and i got you a super awesome present!
cause we were too nice to give you
some shitty christmas combined one.
that would be really sad!!
so yes.
WE LOVE YOU!
my one and only cheenaham!
you will always beee my sunkissed cheeeena ham!
okay, farr from sunkissed.
but yes, my dear cheenacheena.

2008-12-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY BLACKBERRY!!
OH MAN I AM SO HAPPY!
SHOSHOVERYHAPPY.
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!
wheyyy!
brother is helping me set up the browser and wi-fi stuff now
i guess that is one of the uses of having a brother.
i could have a smart sister though!
oh well.
the keys are really good to press!
they looked hard.
but it's really cool!
yay!
and got my hmv stuff too!
hmv ships their things so fast!
like one and a half weeeks!
so awesome!
my calendar, mito and do ya dvd.
so happyhappyhappyhappy girl.

2008-12-04T19:27:00.004+08:00

HOT DAMNNN!
i can get my blackberry!
but without the blackberry plan though.
which kind of defeats the whole purpose of getting a blackberry in the first place.
but whaddeverrr!
i'm weird and pathetic like that.
well in many ways. but pssffhttt!
BLACKBERRY CURVE HERE I COMEEE!
but dammit! singtel is all sold out.
soo gonna have to leave my name to order.
they don't even know when they're gonna get the new stock.
can you say shitty lousy lazy service!
boooo!
at least i can still get my new phone.
HURRY UP!
FASTERFASTER!
ahaha happy now.
sooo, after training, went seoul garden to celebrate joan khor's birthday!
yay!
happy birthday(:
it was so sweet and sad when we left her.
ahaha, awwwh.
thennn me, nadia and jiaqi followed aqeela to peninsula
on her quest to get a new stick!
and, she got a really cool one.
yay!
i'm like being very loud in my head!
so weird!
okay!
my brother keeps disturbing me!
the eldest one.
so weird!
he's way too free.
kept asking me to play jenny by the click five.
and to play wii.
which is actually a good offer.
hmmm.
HEYYY! HE'S TAKING MY IPOD!
gahh!
tired now.
and ohhh, i need to message my other brotherr.
oooh, he had his prom yesterday.
he wanted to wear jeans? wth?
so yes. but my phoneeee.
is not with me!
it's like aboutt 3 metres away.
oh big brother near!
yay! handphoneee.
oooh, rockband with brother later.
bah-diaoooooo

2008-12-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

whoa! okay, soooo we're going for a holiday!
kl and penang.
and for like the first timeee, that i can remember.
we're actually gonna stay in a hotel
when we go kl!!
not gonna be at my uncle's house.
waheyyy, this is gonna be cool.
both hotels are 5 star hotelssss!
wheyyyy.
sooo, the kl one.
i'm not sure if there's anything special but well.
comfy!
i heard my mother saying something about king sized bed.
then like con-joining rooms.
stuff like that.
and yeah, near times square!
the shopping centre right?
then penang!
ah this one is cool!
there's a jacuzzi in every room!
we booked 3 rooms baby!
jacuzzi!!
i tell you, i'm gonna stay in the hotel for the 2 or 3 days we're gonna be there.
i don't wanna go out!
so hot.
and boring.
oh but dammit!
i thinkkkk, we're gonna be in penang,
from 19-21? and ahhh not sure if i'm gonna have my thing.
don't really keep track of it.
lazy like that.
then how am i going to enjoy my jacuzzi):
pleasepleaseplease no.
so well, not so bad going to malaysia now.
whoo.
but i'm still so sad for my blackberry):
CONVINCECONVINCECONVINCE!!

2008-12-02T17:54:00.002+08:00

ah okay, i was sick yesterday!
and still a little sick today.
lets see, i had a flu.
with the drippy nose, a tiny cough, body aches and a fever.
it was so weird!
yesterday morning when i woke up for hockey,
it felt like something was wrong
cause i was extra tired and had a bit of a headache.
then when i finally reached delta and talked.
i realised that my nose was like runny and stuffy
cause my voice was weird.
then yeah.
it just started with a sore throat and runny nose.
and i started to get a headache while still at delta.
then went home and slept a little.
and woke up with a fever. weird.
but then, i couldn't sleep already.
had to deal with my headache and body aches.
booo.
then today morning,
my mother woke me up to check if i could go to piano.
she woke me up at 10!!!
then well i still had my fever.
but i couldn't go back to sleep anymore!
cause my nose was super stuffed and blocked.
so i just tried, and laid in bed.
but i sneezed.
with LOTS of gooey mucus.
so i had to go down to get tissues.
and whooo, my mucus was yellow!
how cool! like florescenty yellow!
and a few tiny dots of red as my brother pointed out.
hahaha! so interesting! i think it was blood. eek.
then well, now, i'm better!
whooo. hopefully, this all clears up by tomorrow.
gymgymgym! please let it still be on!
so my mother called singtelllll.
and apparently, you have to sign up to an extra contract.
which costs at least forty dollars per month.
its like for the oh so cool blackberry service.
i think for the email and all that.
so this is where being poor spoils all the fun.
i can't get it no more!!!
they're asking me to get some other one.
but now, there's like nothing else i want already!
i love email! i love the internet! wi-fi!!
wait, let me calculate the costs.
so lets say i take the cheaper plan.
and plus my corporate classic plan.
i think that's 16 per month?
sooo like 56 per month for 2 years iss.
oh dear lord almighty.
1344! one thousand, three hundred and forty-four!
normally like only, three hundred and eighty-four.
boohoo):

2008-12-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

ahhh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGIEEE!!!
uk time, that is.
nooooo, you're 21!
oldieoldieolddd.
ohwell, i love you my dear dougie lee poynter!
please don't age anymore!!
wait til i'm 21 tooooo!
you're cutest thing everrrr!
i love every little thing about youuu.
all the tiny details.
good and the bad.
ahhhh. (L)
andd, i just watched the do ya videooo!
i wass trying to hold out til i got my actual cd
in the mail.
to make it more special
letting the first time i watch it be a clear one
self-controlled and all that nonsense.
but well, i caveddd.
it's just too hard to resist!
don't know what i was thinking!
waiting is stupid.
but i will! wait for the making of do ya.
and all the extra behind the scenes shizzaz.
those are super hard to see on youtube.
so yes!
the music video!
ahhah, i want mcfly for my christmas presents!!!
awww, that would be so nice.
it was reaaally cheesy at first!
somehow.
it was the way danny and tom were singing i guess.
and moving.
they had them really cheesy smiles and moves.
it was a little weird.
but still hot.
and danny pointed to his nipples!
ahaha! ohmygod. so hilarious.
thenn the zombie part was a little creepy.
at least their mcfly lovin!
oh man, dougie's face!
when being attacked by them.
ahhh, too cute toocute!
i must say, it's getting a trend
that mcfly escape in a mcfly van in music videos!
it's like the same-ish van!
but well still, cute video!
christmas-y
so now with all happy, good things aside.
time for some angry ones.
i was so friggin happy when i received the text
from singtel during lunch.
(at tonkichi! mmm)
saying that i could upgrade my phone already!!
earlier than i remember! so cool!
not even december.
30th november!
i kinda screamed and squealed with pure joy and excitement!
whoohoo!! my blackberry curve!
but then in the evening.
i was consulting my parents about when we could do this.
i wanted it as fast as i possibly could!!
then they asked how much it was.
so i told them it was 300+
they went on saying it was too expensivee!!!!!
that oooohhhh we should wait!
wait for the price to drop!
what the fuck!
it's always like this.
wait for it to drop, wait for it to drop.
keep waiting and waiting.
what's the point thennnn.
i should just friggin throw my current phone down the block.
ughhhhh, so pissed off!
i was so anticipating thiss!
i was so friggin goddamn excited!
but oh yes, now, i have to wait til the price drops.
which it never really will!
but this i tell and promise you.
i will get my phone tomorrow.
I WILL FUCKING GET MYYYY BLACKBERRY!
NO SHITASS PARENTS ARE GOING TO STOP ME!
THAT PHONE IS MINE!
GODDAMMIT!
NO ONE TRAMPLES ON MY JOY!

2008-11-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

oooof, back from hockey camp!
so tiredd and my body is kinda aching.
slept from about 5 to 6 hours since i came homee.
so well the camp was pretty fun.
this time's one was so much better!
cause it was only one training per day.
last semester's had like 2!
and this time was just a lot more fun.
the sec threes are more fun!
ohoh, the first day.
after training, we had to walk to school
with our super heavy bags!
then we had theory and then games!
ahaha, omg so funny.
the balloon burst at my neck!
that really hurt.):
anddd we all got addicted to Jump!
then after games it was dinner i think.
such a slack camp! whoohoo.
then showers and more games!
oh! we had to sleep without air-con):
in the super stuffy language lab!
but well we sneaked it for a while.
i managed to sleeeep but woke up because it was too hot.
and clara's legs came all the way to my side!
hahaha, it was so weird.
she was in such an awkward position!
then i was stuck to tessa's side.
like all the way, squishing her.
sorry! hehe.
breakfast, training, lunch, forum, theory, movie!
we watched men of honour.
it was cool and quite saaad.
then we had dinner!
ahhaahaha, such a fun camp!!!
then more Jump and card games and shower.
thennn we had truth or dare.
verity had to reveal all her boy business
aqeela lapdanced a chair!
awww adverts for star wars!
it was so sadddd
anakin skywalker!!
why did he have to turn bad!
darth vader):
oooh and i love the ewan mcgregor obi-wan
so cute!!
hayden christensen toooo.
ahh that was the saddest star wars.
oh right.
then i managed to sleep pretty welllll.
and today there was just training.
then break camp!
whoooo.
so exhausted

2008-11-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

so tired.
i don't wanna go for camp!
i'm so sleepy.
exhausted.
gah!
need to pack my bag!
but i can't get up.
oooh, but at least this time,
there's only one training per day!
there was like twoo!
i hope they didn't change it.
everything's fine the way it is now!
and ahh! retainers suck.
especially during camps and all.
so troublesome.
and the stupid camp is stopping me
from watching wild child on the first day of it's release!
have to wait til monday!
aghhhh, i just wanna stay home and sleeeep.

oooh, just finished ALL of friends.
i hated the ending when i watched in on starworld
and i still hate it!
the ending sucks!
so friggin sad!!
it should have been a funny ending.
booo.
and wow, i'm almost done packing.
i'm getting faster and faster.
cool.

2008-11-25T16:43:00.002+08:00

ugh, my eldest brother sucks,
and i hate him.
same with my parents.
anyway, whooo piano was good today!
but ahhh, draven's not getting pretty womens anymoree!
or anytime soon. ):
dammit.

2008-11-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

oooh, went out with rachel, chinghan and pamela after hockey today!
met at vivo first, and had boost!
then we walked around a bit
and went to raffles city for HMV!
whoohoo, and on the way there,
we dropped by some shops.
got christmas presents for xinyi and iva already!
all that's left is pamela and chinghan.
today was so fulfilling!
so happy now.
got my goo goo dolls part two!
from HMV.
then we walked around somemoreee.
went to That CD Shop.
which made today even more fulfilling!
the 3 for 49.90 baby!
got my panic at the disco and the killers!
ooooooh! so friggin happy!
sooo alright.
i've thought things over and i shall have a new and improved
christmas list!
yes, proper things this timeee.
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS!
1) new polka dotted laptop casee! (wisma!)
2) new wallet maybe?
2) new baggg maybee
3) anything nice, nicely polka dotted!
4) my draven pretty womens please):
5) earrings
6) shoesss
7) all goo goo dolls albums except the two greatest hits
8) all the killers albums except sawdust

SO, STICK TO THE LISTTT!
well if you want to please get me a please present please. (:
THE LIST!
i really don't think i want anything else.
i always say i want things
but these are the things that i actually really want.
thank you!
all very buyable!
need to confront my parents sooon! on my claim!
THAT I DESERVE!

2008-11-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

ohmygod.
where is my second brother?
it's like almost one.
and he's not home!
AND MY PARENTS AREN'T EVEN CALLING HIM CRAZILY
LIKE THEY NORMALLY DO!
HONHHHH!!!!
HOOOONHHHHH!!
THEY'RE LETTING HIM STAY OVER SOMEWHERE!
THEY ARE!
THEYARETHEYARETHEYARE!!!
THEY FRIGGIN ARE LETTING HIM STAY OVER!
AND HE'S NOT 21 YET!
OH MAN, THIS IS SO UNFAIR!
THEY TOTALLY ARE LETTING HIM STAY OVER!
OTHERWISE,
NORMALLY THEY WOULD BE ANGRILY CALLING HIM TO MAKE SURE HE COMES HOME.
BUT THEY'RE IN BED!
SLEEPING!
OH MY FRIGGIN GOD!
...
I CAN USE THIS AGAINST MY PARENTS!
AHAHA!
AAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
BUT THEY COULD BE COMPLETE JACKASSES AND JUST IGNORE ME.
DAMMIT!
THEY SUCK.
I HAD BETTER GET SOMETHING OUT OF THIS!
LETTING ME BUY MORE THINGSSS.
LETTING ME PIERCE MY EARSSSS.
THAT'S PRETTY MUCH WHAT I REALLY WANT.
I HAD BETTER GET THEM!
I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY DID THIS!
THEY LIEDDDD.
IN A WAY.
THEY TRIED TO KEEP THIS FROM ME I BET!
BEING ALL SECRETIVE.
AND THEY LET HIM GO TO A FRIGGIN CLUB!
BUT, HE WENT IN THE AFTERNOON...
WHICH IS KINDA WEIRD,
WHO GOES CLUBBING IN THE AFTERNOON?
AND SINCE WHEN DID MY PARENTS ALLOW CLUBBING!
THEY WERE ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT THAT!
SAYING THAT WE BETTER NOT GO. EVER.
SO THAT BETTER BE AN EXTRA POINT FOR ME TO EXTORT SOMETHING OUTTA THEM.
I AM TELLING YOU,
THIS IS SO UNFAIR!
I AM GOING TO FIGHT! FOR MY RIGHTTTT to partayyy!
okay, i'd really rather get the above wanted things
then to go clubbing.
not them i'm even old enough to enter...
but you get the point!
going clubbing is so short-lived.
SO YES, I DESERVE TO GET SOMETHING I WANT!
THAT'S AGAINST THEIR STUPID 'RULES'.
GOD, THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
UNLESS I GET WHAT I WANT.
WHAT I DESERVE OKAY!

2008-11-23T17:45:00.003+08:00

OOHOOH! I FOUND MY DRAVEN SHOES IN SIZE 7!!!
YESSS!
ah, my life is complete.
but agh! today!
dougie bit me!
til i bled a little.
not exactly bleeding, but you can kinda see a dot of blood.
why did he bite me!
i was feeding him!
it hurt!
and oh, after watching the episode of rachel's birthday
she had a list for her birthday presents!
ahaha, yay for my christmas list! <>
so there are some of the usuals.
SOOOO,
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS ISSSSS:
1) MCFLY!
2) RED BLACKBERRY CURVEEEEE!
3) my two draven shoes (shoould be getting that soon!)
4) do ya/ stay with me single cd and dvd! (need to preorder today!)
5) goo goo dolls part twooo!
6) my mcfly calendar! (need to look for that soon!!)
7) new polka dotted laptop case! like the one i saw with chinghan at wisma!
8) camera!!
9) danny's hat!
10) stuff on my wants!
11) anything nice, nicely polka dotted!
12) ohh! MONEHHHHH!
13) oooh! nice earrings?
14) nice new wallet!
15) OH! DANNI TO COME BACK TO LIFEE!
16) nice new bag! (ask me for details! HAHAH!)
17) another nice new bag! "
18) nice shoes!
19) my MITO!!!! gah. (better be getting that soon)

hmm, okay i guess that's all i can think of for the time being!
might think of more!
STICK TO THE LIST!

NOOO!!!!!!!!!! THE WEBSITE! FOR MY SHOES!
IS MESSED UPPPP!!! I CAN'T BUY IT!
WHYWHYWHY!
https://www.hotfootshoes.com/browser/S003__a4/product/R003__FPc93D496c4534b3bc860946/items.html
UGH! DAMMIT!
BUT at least i preordered my do ya cd and dvd singles already.
at least i've got one thing.

2008-11-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

hockey today was so depressing!
and just patheticcc.
it was quite fun at first
til we had to play mini matches.
which is where i show truly how pathetically lousy i am.
so yeah.
ahhhhhhhh.
no one will ever pick me again!
being lousy sucks.
ugh, oh welllllllllllllll.
at least my hamsters cute!
awww, my little dougie wougie makes things better!
ahhhhhhhahaha!
oh man, he's just too cute!
i feel like squealing!
it's like rolled up right nowwww.
taking a little nap on it's wheell.
AND IT IS NOT GOING TO DIE!
cause dougie wasn't sick when i brought him home
only danni was!
ahhhhhhh, WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
NONONO!
okay, i am fine.
eeeee, dougie looks so cute in a ball.
it's like sitting on it's ass!
i've taken so many videos of it!
hahaha, cute.
kinda like a baby.
documenting every interesting and cute move!
and dammit!
my eldest brother, brought out it's talent
in climbing up the cage!
that idiot!
now it keeps climbing.
easier for it to escape nowww.
eeeee! so cute
it's moving!
like adjusting for a good sleepy place.
ohoh! i saw it's tongue a few minutes ago!
cause it was like reaching for the food.
it was using it's tongue.
ahahaaa.
hamsters are the best.
dogs are so overrated.
now if only dougie can just calm down.
and get used to us!
i wanna carry it.
and pet it!
without it being so scared.
and, I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T GO WATCH MY WILD CHILD SNEAK PREVIEW TODAY!):
ughh.

2008-11-20T14:01:00.004+08:00

ahh damn, i have a headache now.
my brother brought his friends overrr
to play rockband.
ughhh, had to evacuate my own living room
while i was in the middle of watching friends!
so annoying.
and now he's trying to singggg.
juirfehbtjiujerg
that was me banging my head on the keyboard.
why can't i just rest in my chair after trainingggg.
gaaaaahhhh.
shall go dirty his bed.
but i'm too tired and lazy!
oh my headddddd.

ooohooohh! i just remembered!
i found forty dollars in my bag!
YESSSS!
MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
EEHEEHEE.
so with every sad thing, there's a happy, baby!
butttt i really have no idea where it came from.
how i got ittt.
when i got it.
so it feels weird to useee!
NEED TO REMEMBER HOW I GOT IT!
but oh damn does it feel good to find money in my bag!
yeah man,
ahhh, shut up brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i hope he chokes from opening his mouth to big
and like too much dust!
/EDIT
ooooh! didn't know volume two to the goo goo dolls greatest hits
was out already!
a looong time ago too.
like innn august!
whoohooo!
gonna buyyy, so cool
there's like a dvd tooo.
aww man, i love the goo goo dolls!
their lyrics!
the music!
john rzeznik's voice!
they are trailing so closely behind mcfly!
like some of their earlier songs are kinda weird.
but when their songs are good,
oh boy are they GOOOD.
gah! i need moneyyyy.
dammit, volume two is so expensive!
it should be about $30-40
since it's a two disc special thing.
oh money!
oooh, maybe the money i found in my bag
is meant for just this purpose!
but it'll be goneeee.
shall try to buy it if we go out as a family.
hehehe.
i'm such a great money saver.
i have also decided,
that i shall only watch movies that i realllyyy wanna watch
so actually, i only have three on my list!
eh! but waitwaitwait!!!
i usually claim money from my mother when i watch movies!
ooooh. yeah, i forgot about thattt.
or maybe, i could tell my mother that i've been saving
by watching lesser movies!
and bargain my way to let her buy me stuff!
oooh that sounds good.
sooo,
in order of release dates!
1) Wild Child!
whoohoo, emma roberts! ALEX PETTYFER!
2) Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging!
aaron johnson! and a tiny sneak appearance from DOUGIE POYNTER!
ahahaha!
3) Twilight!
no one to rave about. right.
same release date as angus thongs!
movie marathon! 18th december!
so wild child is 27th november.
but there are sneaksss!!!!
which are so perfect!
but stupid chinghan betrayed me.
oooooh musical evening musical evening.
suck my ass!
there are sneaks on saturday!
this coming saturdayyy!
12.50! gv vivo!!!
ahhh! i wanna catch the sneaks!
cause there's hockey camp next week.
which i am very afraid of.
the only timings cathay has are like midnight movies!
which is cool.
but parents aren't.
SNEAKSSNEAKSSNEAKS! ):
ANYONE FREEEEE?

2008-11-18T19:46:00.004+08:00

SHITSHITSHITSHIT!!!
DANNI DIED!
ONE OF MY HAMSTERS FREAKING DIED!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NONONONONOOOOOOOO!!!
SHITTTTTT.
PLEASEEEE, NOOOOOOO.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I THINK I'M GOING TO CRYYYYYYY.
I WAS JUST EATING DINNER!
AND I CAME BACK TO CHECK ON IT!
ANDDDDD IT'S HEART WASN'T BEATING.
SO THEN I TRIED TO CHECK IF IT WOULD MOVE.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
NONONONNONOOOOOO!
DANNI CANNOT DIEEEEEEE.
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITTT
NOOOOOOWAYYYYYYYYYY
)':

EDIT
okay, dougie's like sleeping now
i think.
it's like only staying on the wheel!
please let it be okay.
pleasepleaseplease!
PLEASEEEEEE!
ICANNOTDEALWITHANOTHERDEATHHH!
AND THE STORY OF DANNI'S DEATH
WAS SO TRAGIC AND SADDDDDDDDD
seriously. )':
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-11-18T16:10:00.003+08:00

okay, came home from piano lessonnnnn.
damn, i think i'm the worst student ever!
i suckedd.
i think my piano teacher hates me.
i was terrible! horrible!
bleah.
i've forgotten like...
EVERYTHING.
so sad.
and now back to my hamsters!
nooooo, what happend to my poor danny??
she's like not opening her eyes at all.
since 9 in the morning, according to my mother.
and even when it moves around,
her eyes are closedddddddd
pleasepleaseplease, don't let it be that something bad happened to her
open your eyes soon please.
and she likes to sleep on her back.
which kinda scares me.
oh please let her be alright.
and well, dougie's doing great!
nice big eyes.
and he runs on the wheel quite alot.
activeeeeee.
but still scared of me since the run out.):
actually suddenly, danny's scared of me too!!!
WHYYYYYYY!!
i can't remember what it was like at first
when i first got hamsters.
i was way too young.
and they were a different SLOWER breed.
damn robos run fast.
aww, i remember carrying my winter whites.
they were calmerrrrr.
and SLOOOWWERRRR.
but uglier and bigger.
they should make a special breed.
calm, slower, cuter and smaller!
perfect!
OPEN YOUR EYESSS PLEASEEEEEEEEE):
DON'T MAKE MOMMY CRY.

2008-11-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

oh dammit.
i smell of hamster!
my shirt tooo.
aack.

2008-11-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

ooof! so tired!
there was hockey,
and after hockey, went to vivo to meet my mother.
who i had to wait like an hour for!!
tooo buyyyyyy HAMSTERSSS!
DANDANDAADANNNNN!
whoohoooo.
oh man so exhausting
but so worth it baby!
i really missed having hamsters!!
ehehehe, i'm giggling in joy.
so while waiting for my mother,
i went to the pet shop first.
then walked around vivo ALOT.
went to all the handphone shops!
that was fun.
so actually there are some really cool phones right now.
singapore is slowwwlllyyyy starting to bring in some nice ones.
so, at the very top of my list is
the red blackberry curveeee 8320/8330
ahhhhhhh, reallyreally want that.
but since lousy singapore doesn't have that,
the rest would be
blackberry curve 8320
blackberry bold
sony ericsson cybershot or walkman phone
lg kt610
in no particular order.
can't decide between those.
hmm, the smart phones would be better than sony ericsson.
so yeah.
thennn i went to action city!
andandand guess whaatttt
they played MCFLYYY!
all about youuuu.
it's all about you baby.
i heard it right from the start to the end.
yay.
well the guy thought i was crazy
and backed away from the girl slowly.
then after aloooot more walking and waiting.
my mother finally came.
and thennn the exhaustion began.
like 2 hours alone with parents is terrorrrr.
really don't wanna think about bad things.
so yeah, we bought the stuff.
a normal roborovski that's supposed to be male
and a white faced roborovski, female!
5 weeks and 6 weeks respectively.
dougie and danni!
whooop.
they are so friggin cute!
i need my video camera.
but its totally out of battery.
and i can't find the damn charger):
shoot.
and ohh!
more bad memories.
we got temp mini tanks first.
and dougie ran outttttttt
omg):
he rann outt.
onto the dining table,
the chair
and to the flooooor!
and it ran all over the house
under the piano.
after alottt of trouble,
i finally caught it.
so traumatising.
got a proper cage now.
and put the two of them together!
they're not fighting!
i'm so happy!
no fighting at alll.
the people kept saying they would fight.
whooo,
and now they might breeed!
life is currently good.
ohoh,
so my mother called my piano teacher.
to ask if she had spare cages.
so i asked her to ask if she could teach me again.
and well she's niceee
tomorrow! first lesson.
to see how it goes i guess.
two thirty i think?
yayay, mcfly songs!
happpyy days.

2008-11-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

DIE FATHER DIE!
waitwait, i kinda take that back.
damn you moneyyy!
okay, sooo die if we're rich.
once we have enough money,
DIE FATHER DIEEE!!
so annoyinggggg.
sososo many things.
i still don't have my star world back.
my private practice dvd is messed up.
and oh, there are many things in between then and now.
but let's just come to today.
cause honestly, there is not a single day
that goes by without my father making me hate him.
god, he is one hell of a crazy bastard.
he didn't want to let me use the speakers.
oh his precious expensive big speakers
and made me use his tiny stupid lousy portable speakers
to watch friends.
saying how i would spoil his speakers.
and he didn't want that to happen.
WHAAT! you friggin idiot.
ok, i don't know what to say.
but that was annoying okay!
stupid, not letting me use them cause i would spoil them?
it's not like i don't let him use his hands to eat my stuff
cause he would DEFINITELY spoil them.
cause let us seee shall we.
he uses those fat hands to dig his ears, nose, teeth and ass.
OHMYGODDD, how disgusting is that?
i just don't eat them anymore.
gross.
see! he friggin spoils my food.
and it's not like i would spoil the speakers.
i've used them before.
everyone has.
and what the hell is it there for if not for using it to watch shows.
which requires listening.
not like all his sick pornos.
perv.
then after watching friends with his lousy filthy speakers,
i well just unplugged them
and didn't switch them off
honestly, because i didn't really think
of them shitty things needing to be turned off.
then he scolded me for that?
what the hell?
like oh, next time you see the red light,
you have to make sure it's gone!
oh for godssake i'm not stupid.
jackass.
and telling my mother how i can't be trusted.
saying that if it rains,
i won't bring in the clothes.
you can't trust me to listen and do things.
ohman, can i strangle him please?
i am not the idiot that cannot even answer the phone
when it was so friggin near me.
and oh yes, someone else, had to come downstairsss
to answer it.
well, that was before we got the cordless.
but nowwww he still does not answer the goddamn phone
when it's like blates nearest to him.
so let me just say,
WHAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!
asshole.
so with all this.
OHMYGODD,
i reaaaaallly REALLLLYYYYYYY wonder why
i don't talk to him.
WHHHYYY IN THE WORLD i do not want to get close to him
and be his daughter.
can someone tell me why?
cause it's only MY loss to not get to know him
because, awwww, he already has two sons
who love him very much.
no matter how much he verbally abuses us.
oh why do i hate that self-righteous man so much?
it just confuses me so much
and i don't understand my behaviour
it just doesn't make any sense.
bastard

2008-11-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

okay, my life is boring.
the most exciting thing
other than hockey
is that i washed my shin guards today!
yay, finally.
they stank.
so well that's all.
hmm, watched friends today.
i think i finished season one.
maybe. cause ross just left for china.
anddd i finally finished downloading oth!
season 6 baby!
oh! i'm trying to whistle.
can you learn that?
i did sort of teach myself how to raise an eyebrow.
or maybe it was a hidden talent.
but whistling is cool):
OH! i think my parents are letting me and my brother
buy hamstersss again!
YESSS!
so i think we want a roborovski and a winter white
preferably a pudding?
then guess whattt!
i can name the pudding one dougie
and the roborovski danny!
yknw, like blonde and brown hair.
eeeeee!
that would be cool.
too bad i can't get fourrr.
so sad.
but i can't wait to get hamsters again!
oh all the fun stuff i can dooo.
i cannot believe rachel, pamela and chinghan
think that hamsters are ugly!!
they are so friggin cute!
mice are too.
big dogs are ugly.
pssht.

2008-11-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

ooooh, aack okay, my shin guards
are stinking up the whole living room.
this is the smelliest they have ever beennnn
can't wait for training to end tomorrow
to finally wash them!
had team lunch after training today!
AHAHA.
ohmygodd, so crazy.
then went home and watched friends
and i fell asleep at some episode
not that it was boring
but i was super sleepy!
still downloading my oth!
so slowww
about four hours more!
eh omg!! it's six nowwwww!
why! whatttt! oh, five.
so slow!
and oh i think my parent's wedding anniversary
is like today?
or somewhere near today.
cause my father was talking about getting a ring?
a one carat diamond ring.
and like taking her out for a nice dinner or something.
but as usual, my mother didn't want to.
ahhhh, i'm still so sleepy and tired.
and there's training tomorroww.
i hate waking up.
i really don't get
why my mother can't just let me sleep for my twelve hours
on the days i have nothing on.
what the hell is wrong with her!
like i already have hockey 3 times a week
which means i have to wake up early 3 times a week
and there's church too
which also requires early awakening
so that's already FOURR FRIGGIN times a week.
and that's more than half!
i can still do math me(:
yeah! and most of the time when i'm free i go out too!
and i have to wake up early tooo!!
so prolly at an average thats FIVE times a week.
then i only have TWO PATHETIC days
to sleep in and relaxx.
oh but NO.
she has to wake me up at eleven or twelve or one.
disturbing my much needed sleep!
UGH, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS FOR GOD'S SAKE!
once school reopens,
i will not even have ONE FRIGGIN DAY TO SLEEP INNNNNNN
so just let me SLEEP!
she friggin hits me to wake me up.
and screams and threatens and slaps.
GAH! makes me wanna bring a giant crow loose on her
let it peck her to death for all i care.
then i can FINALLY SLEEP FOR AT LEAST TWELVE HOURS.
oh, but she bought me a candy cane.
BUT THAT STILL DOES NOT MAKE UP
FOR MAKING ME SO BLOODY EXHAUSTED!

2008-11-11T15:33:00.003+08:00

okay welll my father is an asss.
just realised that the box
for my private practice is pretty torned.
and well obviously cause he threw it.
ugh, and somehow
the dvd can't work AT ALL now.
at first, it only couldn't work on the shitty dvd player
but now it can't work on my tablet either!
i could work perfectly fine on my tablet!
and today, before going to school for the combi thing
he made comments behind my back again,
but really loudly. again.
and if you could see me now, i'm rolling my eyes.
so i have decided that
i shall blame my ass of a father for vj.
he's just a jackass.
and oh, he also thought that today
i was going to school to choose my combination.
such an idiot.
and so well, the results were good i guess.
i got my first choice.
3C2 '09 anyoneeeeee.
well, whoohoo xinyi was with mee.
and if you're seeing thisss.
i wasn't smiling, or looked like i was happy
because i was only relieved.
and quite sad cause
i realised that i was alone.
like all the other people,
they were checking with their friends
and like being so happy they were in the same stupid class.
but welllllll.
not for me.
all i had to care about was my own posting.
and dammit chinghan!
we would have been in the same stupid class.
so well, it just really sucks.
anyway, ooooh look how
i'm talking about private practice nowww.
which means!
i finally finished watching seasons 1-5 of one tree hill!
now all that's left are the current ones.
yay.
season 6!
who the hell did lucas calll!??!?!
so i'm downloading gg, heroes and one tree hill now.
all of them are being really slow!
and ahhhhh
i'm in love with james lucas scott!
jimmy jam!
hahaha.
sooo cuteeeeee.
and he's like the mini lucas.
heheheh.
except that lucas kinda sucks now.
he falls in love with everyone.
but the only one i wanted him with was brookeee.
and i just hate peyton.
and yes, i agree with paveta
haley and nathan are really cute.
and they did produce the best little kiddieee.
and yeah, their whole family's so nice.
whowhowho did he call!
download faster dammit!
fasterfasterfaster!
so bored now.
no showwss.
the idiot spoilt the dvd i wanted to watch next.
and oh yeah!
i'm like having a tiny flu now!
what the hell is thissssss! omg
i'm like getting every different sickness
almost continuously.

2008-11-09T00:56:00.003+08:00

whoo, okay,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TESSA YING!(:

soo, went to vivo after training today!
andandand, i'm so glad i did.
causecausecause!
the juice stall thing, BOOST!
was playing MCFLY!
cool right!
ahaha, FRIDAY NIGHT, BABY!
i was like speed walking past,
to get some gift wrap,
and was just suddenly like
AYYY! cause i like vaguely heard awesome music.
ahaha, i really have no idea
how i just suddenly heard it
while i was like half running.
i guess i just have ears for my lovely mcfly!
that was cooool.
after i heard it i just suddenly stopped.
like a car braking.
aha, i was so excited!
then yeah back tracked a little to see where it was coming from.
then whooo!
oh, it was friday night btw!
it was the go go go and dream it all awayyyy
one love, one life!
that's enough to get me through the nighttt
yeah, somewhere around there.
IT HURT SO MUCH TO WALK AWAYYY):
why did i walk away!
i already kinda embarrassed myself from laughing and smiling
should have gone all the wayy.
god, i love mcfly
ahaha, like god, i love joannaaa.
okok.
go BOOST!
i shall buy some juice.
when i have the chingching.
ahh, that just made my day.
it was quite a horrible start,
but GO MCFLYYYYY!
haaaaaaa.
i'm so glad i got to hear that!
so awesome.
and going on to season 5 of one tree hill sooon.
finishing off 4.
gahh, i hate peyton!
i hate peyton and lucas together.
good thing when peyton got to have lucas,
he started his ugly hair thing.
season 4, nathan and lucas have such horrible hairrr!
and lucas is an asss, going from peyton to brooke
peyton to brooke
and now to peyton.
it's just so dumbbb.
aww my poor brooke.
and ohhh,
seasons one and two were boring.
but it started to get nice and exciting from threee.
with the jimmy thinggg.
that was so sad!
and there were other sad parts too.
just can't remember.
awww, i cried at them all!
i have a heart!
a nice red one at that.
and i just suddenly thought of polka dots.
which led to chinghan.
who revealed what she got me for christmas!
ahaha, thanks(:
but gosh, you're so lousy!
and oh!
QUANTUM OF SOLACE SUCKSSS!
IT WAS SO BORING.
and the new james bond sucks too.
stupid daniel craig.
so friggin ugly.
pierce brosnan was funnierrr!):
stupid movie, wasted my money!

2008-11-06T11:27:00.002+08:00

okay, fuck.
mr lee texted me, to tell me i'm the only one
who hasn't submitted the online shizz.
oh ain't life grand.
ah okay, it's all good now.
finally submitted the online application thing.
and printed out the undertaking form and photocopied my results.
noww, i just kinda need to go to school
to give mr lee the form.
but i feel really horrible.
my throat is deadd.
and i feel weak.
and there's something in my chest or something
it's like stuck and making it harder to breatheee.
this has been such a horrible week.
and by week i mean within the seven days.
so from wednesday(29oct) til today(6nov)
okay, thats 8 days.
ah whatever, i'll still count it as my sick weak week.
and OH! GUESS WHAT!
it's the friggin holidayssss.
and ahhh, shitshitshit, i haven't had training
5 times in a rowww.
stupidstupidstupid.
diediedie.
yes, life sucks.
so now to think of how to get the form
to school.
by today.
without getting my sick ass off my chair.
gahhhh.
i feel like i'm gonna dieee.
the mini fever was so much better
cause i was sleepy.
and well sleeping through sickness is the best.
i am tired nowwww.
but there are things to worry about.
meh.

2008-11-06T01:29:00.002+08:00

ahh omg, i think i'm developing a cough.
it was like since this morning.
my throat felt dry and dead.
and now i'm finally coughing. alot.
feels good though.
letting it all OUT.
and today, i think after yoghurt AGAIN
i got like food poisoning-ish.
after the baking i almost died,
my stomach hurt so bad):
i Aabsolutely HATE stomachaches
honestly, to me, stomachaches are the worst kind of sickness thing ever.
like give me a fever anyday.
i can just sleep fevers off.
but stomachaches seriously KILL.
i'm beginning to think yoghurt is evil.
dammit! i love yoghurt! soso much.
but it's starting to betray me!
it's almost killed me TWICE!
in less than seven days.
that sucks!
and yeah, it has been such a sick week.
thursday i had my first awful encounter with the eeevil reincarnation of yoghurt.
on monday, i had my slight fever thing,
which was easy to sleep off.
oh i love fevers really.
and well today was my second run in with the yoghurt monster
and my nice cough.
haha, weird but i actually like coughs.
can't really explain it.
and ooooh!
i loved today's episode of privilegeddd.
MEGAN'S GONNA GET WITH WILLL!!!
YESYESYES.
since charlie is outta the wayyy.
it really isn't that i don't like him.
i dooo, but beside willllll.
COME ON!
whoohooo.
and yeah it was exciting too.
what with megan's thingy with laurelll.
ooooh.
but aww shit.
just found out today, that the smp thing's deadline
is TOMORROWWW, 6TH NOVEMBER!
well kinda today-ish.
which is worse!
shitshitshit.
i haven't done the stupid application thing yet.
ugh.
which requires a freaking mini essay thing
on science.
what am i supposed to write on scienceeee.
i don't think i'll be able to get innnn.
shoot!
i really needed this to look good on my application to veejayy.
dammit!
okay, i will try hard to make my application nice.
and ahhhh, i have to go down to school
to give mr lee my undertaking form.
ahaha, life sucks.
and i really need a personal assistant.
ah well, i shall worry about this tomorrow,
or well later.
i really hope i don't procrastinate anymoreee.
cause then i won't be good.
i hate work.
ugh, so lets move on to happy things.
happy thoughts, Phoebe, happy thoughts.
soo, went to whitesands shopping mall to meet rachel and chinghan
for lunchhh.
at coffee club!
yay, the nice and cute seats.
ahaha.
too bad i had so little money.
my mother only gave me $21!
which included money to rent bikesss.
so i just ordered a drink.
wasn't that hungry anyway.
being poor sucks, jsyk
so then made our way to pasir ris park!
had a little trouble with which buses to take at the interchange.
but whoo, we managed to get to pasir ris.
yay for friends who know directions, apart from paveta. eeeps.
so then we rented our bikes with ass hurting seats for two hours!
first, we just cycled around a bit
and did i mention how proud of myself i am!!
i learnt how to cycle during the chalettttt!
i learnt it in one day!
and look how awesome i am now,
I CAN TURN!
SHARP TURNS BB!
okay yeah, so then we went past the horse stables.
and the horses in singapore are tiny!
i guess there's no space for realy horses.
ahah.
thennn we went to the playground.
yay, swingsss.
it's been years since i've been on a swing!
ever since they demolished it from the playground near kcp):
they did demolish it right?
okay, actually i'm not sure.
so well, long time anyway.
so then we just cycled on.
which i found very fun!
since it was actually my very first time
cycling arounddd, on my own!
usually it's a tandem bike with a brother.
i feel so friggin accomplished!
thenn our rental time was uppp
and well our poor asses were hurting anyway
i forced chingpea to let me bake with her!
whoohoo.
and i pulled rachel along.
we went grocery shopping first,
and cold storage let me down by not having any frosting mix!
but phoebe got the cream cheese man!
is there anything she can't dooo!?
when we were at chingpea's house she kept threatening to chase me out!
how mean!
we did all the baking things
and the outcome was pretty good!
see chinghan, you only managed to succeed when you had my help.
heheh, fine joke.
then supernice rachel's supernice father and supercute brother
came to fetch rachel homeee
and let me hitch a rideeee
heheh,
THANK YOUUUU SOO MUCH!
MUCHAS GRACIAS!
i love her car too!!
it's hugeeee.
and kinda reminds me of my old dion or deon.
something like that.
it was a nice and big suv.
it was like at leaast 2litres.
i hate the toyota wish!
its a pathetic excuse for a suv.
so friggin tiny!
BOO.
i think i'm in love with rachel's family!
yknw, you can adopt me anytimee.
no need to go through all the trouble of finding me in the cute puppy ads.
yeap.
ohoh!
and got my the other boleyn girl from rachel!
thank youu chingpea and rachel!
and also for helping me get rid of the bends?
with the whole harry potter series
and 2 of the series of unfortunate events.
ahaha.
i love my book!
which i still owe rachel forr. oops, sorry.
the original version is so cool!
there are like cool picturess, nice.
and yesterday(tuesday) was hilarious!
when chinghan and rachel called,
chinghan: i'm saving you.
ahaha, classic.

2008-11-05T00:09:00.003+08:00

whoohoo!
looky looky!
do you see!
how cool is that.
my book!
and the onlyyy one that's not on loan.
is in BISHAN!!
wheyyy.